Wednesday, December 24, 2008
The feeling is... humm... weird? from the start... i knew you wont come... for the start i told myself... dont worry... there is still alot of people.. from the start.... i was prepared for you not attending... but in the end... i was still very sad when i did not see you come... maybe its evil for me to say this.... but you were the only 1 i wish to see tonight... but... like i say... its ok... 明白的... as long as your happy... i nv expect anything de... haha... jia you :)
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Tokyo!
Tokyo! Haha… not a bad movie.. read abit of the review and hear from jie hui.. so thought… should give it a shot.. I guess wat sparked me to watch the show was about the second story… but after seeing the whole show… I guess I hated that the most.. haha.. I think cos there is not much special feelings about that show.. haha.. or maybe cause I don’t have any smart answers for that show… haha.. ok.. the re… re… I don’t do reviews de leh… haha…okok… the wat I think about the show thingy.. haha…
First show - Interior Design. (aka. Your not useless if you’re a chair)
Its about blah blah blah… girl turns to a chair.. want to know more about… pay to watch it ba! Haha… cheapos… haha… anyway.. yar.. afew questions after watching the show…
1) Why a chair?
2) Can you really wrap 11 presents with one gift wrapper?
3) Can you really put so much smoke in the cinema?
Anyway… only the first Q is important… haha… I guess… if every1 has a tag on them… no one will be branded ‘useless’ everyone have a purpose.. the actress turned into a chair… but y a chair… think about it… if there is no chair in the whole world… wont every1 have to stand..? how will you drive? Humm… a lot of things you do always links up to the chair… humm… let go chill… go where sit ar? Wah… so tired… lets find a place to sit… haha… suddenly tot of something… you will not lie down on the bed to try ur shoe… haha…
Will you rather have a table or chair? If your using the computer… you will have to stand up while using it… but if you have a chair… you can sit down and put the com on ur lap… haha… come to think of it… if there is no chairs… the whole orchard road will be filled with beds… wah… geylang goes orchard… haha… like it anot… things that may seems so simple… actually means a lot in our lifes… but I think its intresting the show use a chair to portray the female actress… haha… was it because she always bump around… that’s y… a chair will fit her well… but in fact…. With her sitting around… she is actually useful in her own way… humm… does that mean I will turn into a chair soon? Haha.. anyway… love her transformation for the human to chair…
Another intresting thing… wont it be interesting to share a house with someone whom you don’t noe… but actually, both of you have all the same habits? Wired… for an example… ‘A’ like to drink milk… but never likes to finish it… before he finish the drink, he will tilt the glass to rest next to a bowl, just to see how unbalance life is.. and leaves it like that… till he comes home from work, before cleaning it up.. thus, it can remind him of how his unbalance day have been… than… ‘B’ does the exact some thing everyday… he will only clean up the drink when he comes home from work… day in day out… actually, ‘A’ is cleaning ‘B’ glass of milk and ‘B’ is cleaning ‘A’ glass of milk… no one noes the other party exist in the same house… hummm… interesting? Weird? Scary? What will you do if this is happening to you? I guess I will want to meet the person… I mean who can be 100% the same? Who will be as lame as me? Haha… I guess the first think I will to ask the person is… do you feel my pain? Haha…
Second story – Merde (aka. Please cut ur nails)
Don’t really like this story… maybe cos I had such high expectation on it… and yet… it fail to deliever… maybe cause I fail to see the inner plot to the show… maybe I hate the colour tone… people who noes me… will noe… once the color is wrong.. IT KILLS THE WHOLE SHOW FOR ME!!! Haha… so yar… nothing much to talk about this show… except… please cut ur nails.. and… I love the whole tank in sewers idea… haha… classic! Haha…
Third story – Shaking Tokyo (aka. Press my buttons.)
Amoung the 3…. Loved this the most… haha… surprisingly, when I was reading the reviews, I hated this the most and tot it would be a waste of time… haha… cos… current situation, not in mood for love stories… haha… anyway… like the story in many different ways…
Loved the idea of hikikomori… go read up if you don’t noe wat it mean… I am not going to spend me time explaining it to you.. haha… anyway… can someone really leave alone for so long? No need to see or talk to ppl… humm… than like that they are not fake cos they don’t have to pretend to like people… no need to butt like people… but on the other hand… they are fake cause they are living in their own world?
Like how simple love can be… just forget about everything can go all out… and I mean it literally.. haha.. humm… if only liking someone can be so simple… haha… humm… but still don’t really like the idea of love at first sight… but considering the fact the he have not see anyone eye to eye for like 10 years… ok lar… I forgive him.. haha… but only the actor has this privilege… haha
Love the idea of having buttons… haha… izzit it simple… you can function with simple buttons… one button to remember… the other to forget.. one to start over… one to stay the same… been thinking… if you can have buttons on urself.. wat will you wat? The show shows the male lead pressing the love button… will you want that? Humm.. for me… I want the reset button... not because I want to forget… but sometime I wish I can start all over… I want the reply button… just to go through all the happy times.. but I noe… the only button I should use now is the let go button…
But in another way, its scary…when we all function to commands that are present into our brains.. then where will choice come in ? the choice of pressing wat buttons? The choice of having wat buttons? Can 1 function with only 2 buttons? Don’t want to think about it… can that be a button? haha
If you can push any button of another person… what will you push? Press the love button like the actor? i guess I will only press the happy button… J
First show - Interior Design. (aka. Your not useless if you’re a chair)
Its about blah blah blah… girl turns to a chair.. want to know more about… pay to watch it ba! Haha… cheapos… haha… anyway.. yar.. afew questions after watching the show…
1) Why a chair?
2) Can you really wrap 11 presents with one gift wrapper?
3) Can you really put so much smoke in the cinema?
Anyway… only the first Q is important… haha… I guess… if every1 has a tag on them… no one will be branded ‘useless’ everyone have a purpose.. the actress turned into a chair… but y a chair… think about it… if there is no chair in the whole world… wont every1 have to stand..? how will you drive? Humm… a lot of things you do always links up to the chair… humm… let go chill… go where sit ar? Wah… so tired… lets find a place to sit… haha… suddenly tot of something… you will not lie down on the bed to try ur shoe… haha…
Will you rather have a table or chair? If your using the computer… you will have to stand up while using it… but if you have a chair… you can sit down and put the com on ur lap… haha… come to think of it… if there is no chairs… the whole orchard road will be filled with beds… wah… geylang goes orchard… haha… like it anot… things that may seems so simple… actually means a lot in our lifes… but I think its intresting the show use a chair to portray the female actress… haha… was it because she always bump around… that’s y… a chair will fit her well… but in fact…. With her sitting around… she is actually useful in her own way… humm… does that mean I will turn into a chair soon? Haha.. anyway… love her transformation for the human to chair…
Another intresting thing… wont it be interesting to share a house with someone whom you don’t noe… but actually, both of you have all the same habits? Wired… for an example… ‘A’ like to drink milk… but never likes to finish it… before he finish the drink, he will tilt the glass to rest next to a bowl, just to see how unbalance life is.. and leaves it like that… till he comes home from work, before cleaning it up.. thus, it can remind him of how his unbalance day have been… than… ‘B’ does the exact some thing everyday… he will only clean up the drink when he comes home from work… day in day out… actually, ‘A’ is cleaning ‘B’ glass of milk and ‘B’ is cleaning ‘A’ glass of milk… no one noes the other party exist in the same house… hummm… interesting? Weird? Scary? What will you do if this is happening to you? I guess I will want to meet the person… I mean who can be 100% the same? Who will be as lame as me? Haha… I guess the first think I will to ask the person is… do you feel my pain? Haha…
Second story – Merde (aka. Please cut ur nails)
Don’t really like this story… maybe cos I had such high expectation on it… and yet… it fail to deliever… maybe cause I fail to see the inner plot to the show… maybe I hate the colour tone… people who noes me… will noe… once the color is wrong.. IT KILLS THE WHOLE SHOW FOR ME!!! Haha… so yar… nothing much to talk about this show… except… please cut ur nails.. and… I love the whole tank in sewers idea… haha… classic! Haha…
Third story – Shaking Tokyo (aka. Press my buttons.)
Amoung the 3…. Loved this the most… haha… surprisingly, when I was reading the reviews, I hated this the most and tot it would be a waste of time… haha… cos… current situation, not in mood for love stories… haha… anyway… like the story in many different ways…
Loved the idea of hikikomori… go read up if you don’t noe wat it mean… I am not going to spend me time explaining it to you.. haha… anyway… can someone really leave alone for so long? No need to see or talk to ppl… humm… than like that they are not fake cos they don’t have to pretend to like people… no need to butt like people… but on the other hand… they are fake cause they are living in their own world?
Like how simple love can be… just forget about everything can go all out… and I mean it literally.. haha.. humm… if only liking someone can be so simple… haha… humm… but still don’t really like the idea of love at first sight… but considering the fact the he have not see anyone eye to eye for like 10 years… ok lar… I forgive him.. haha… but only the actor has this privilege… haha
Love the idea of having buttons… haha… izzit it simple… you can function with simple buttons… one button to remember… the other to forget.. one to start over… one to stay the same… been thinking… if you can have buttons on urself.. wat will you wat? The show shows the male lead pressing the love button… will you want that? Humm.. for me… I want the reset button... not because I want to forget… but sometime I wish I can start all over… I want the reply button… just to go through all the happy times.. but I noe… the only button I should use now is the let go button…
But in another way, its scary…when we all function to commands that are present into our brains.. then where will choice come in ? the choice of pressing wat buttons? The choice of having wat buttons? Can 1 function with only 2 buttons? Don’t want to think about it… can that be a button? haha
If you can push any button of another person… what will you push? Press the love button like the actor? i guess I will only press the happy button… J
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Friday, October 31, 2008
Something to think about....
Recently heard a lot of things… but was to lazy to blog… cos i guess did not really 1 2 use me brain to go into deep thoughts about such topics… but… its 3.24 am in the morning and had to help a friend lie to her bf… ha... guess that’s y I got the time and the right mind to blog ba.. haha… anyway… to those who have been dying to hear some sense from me… yap… get excited ba… I am going to tell you a story… haha… ok.. maybe a few… its going to be a long night.. and don’t mistake me for being emo.. just some thoughts…
Story 1:
Had to tell a white lie to cover for a gd firend… basically, she told her bf that she was meeting me but she went to meet someone else… trust me… I believe 100% that she is faithful to her bf… but… I guess… when you noe someone too well… you will noe wat will happen when you tell them the truth… Q: is that just understanding the person or loving the person too much that you don’t 1 2 hurt the other person… or do you love yourself more… thus, you 1 2 save urself from all the nagging? I guess its an equation that will nv add up… eg.
Loving someone = being truthful
Not wanting to hurt someone = lying to them..
So does it mean by not wanting to hurt someone you love = lying to them… than wat happens to being truthful? Thus, is that wat why there is something call white lie? Q: is white lies invented to make the person who lie feel better about it? I guess you have to be in the person’s shoe to understand what you should do…
There is no right and wrong when it comes to love… but when 1 decides to lie… is it considered wrong le? i think it’s a endless debate on wats right and wrong.. what will you do? Lie and pray that no1 will find out… or tell the truth and hurt the person upfront… Q: when a lie is being told… and its nv being found out… will it… after many years become the ‘truth’? Q: if I don’t tell you something happen.. is it considered lying? I mean… technically, its not I don’t 1 2 tell you… its you did not ask…
If its you… what will you do? how many times can you be truthful and how many times can you lie? I love you that y I have to lie to you… isn’t that very scary? What has our ‘love’ become? Understand each other too well? Knowing what hurts, thus I chose to keep quiet? I am really lost… I guess it really has to depend on the moment…
Once you chose to lie, you should never look back… you should nv regrate no matter wat happens.. i was in all three shoes before… to lie… to be lied at… and to help a friend lie.. which shoe I like the most?
To lie: the only 1 I hurt in the end is myself… even if I regrate.. its only a problem to be faced by me…
To be lied at: if the other part found out… every1 will be hurt… it’s a feeling that every1 hates.. and wat I hate most is that the person who lied to me will be hurt too… I can chose to pretent nothing happens… but can the person who lie do the same? That y I say you should nv regrate nor should you look back…
To help a friend lie: if all goes will…no prob… year later… it may turn out to be ‘the truth’ but if things don’t go the way… every1 will be hurt… isn’t that back to square one?
So after having break it down… which will you chose? For me, it will really have to depend on that moment, wat is needed… for me.. if I can make the person I love feel better… I will rather lie and keep quiet forever… cause I think at times… I noe clearly that if I lie… the person I love will be happy…
I had people asking me… y don’t you fight for the person you love… I guess… unlike some people… I strongly believe that I would like to see the person I like be happy… though at time I believe that I am able to make the person I like happy… but what happens when I see the person sad? I am ready to be the 1 to cause you sadness? Some people call that being a coward… others call it true love… to me… it’s all bullshit… haha…
Story 2:
I noe of a couple who kinda broke up recently.. after being together for 5 years… haha.. sorry if you see this entry.. haha… anyway.. actually I feel kinda sad for both of you… after 5 years… and this in the ending… I mean… if you still like each other… y? or maybe feelings have change? 5 years… its not a short period of time… neither is it long… but I guess I just felt that it’s a pity ba…
I guess that maybe its cases like this… I nv believe that one person is able to love a person forever… or maybe after a long time… than will people understand… loving a person does not = to having to have a ‘status’ with that person… Q: if love a person = setting the person free… than happens to the word “Forever” or “marriage”? is that y people invent divorce?
50 years ago… do peoples love for each other really last forever? Y our ‘love’ now adays start and end so fast? Or is it just back them… there is no such things as divorce… thus people just get use to having some1 by their side of the bed… and hack care about it… maybe now… considering that property is so expensive, even some1 sleeping by your side is also considered taking up too much space? Haha…
Q: what is more sad? 2 person liking each other but cannot be together… or 2 person being together cause they are just not use to watching movies alone?
Q: what is more sad? 單戀 or 暗戀?
Q: If love is nv fair… what will you 1 2 be… the one who loves more… or the 1 who receives more love?
To my 2 friends… thought is a pity… but this may not be the worst outcome.. I mean, if you still can be friends… y not… at least… you still can meet up… say hi… or maybe in the future… who noes… anyway… yar… happy if both of you are happy…
Story 3
I guess a lot of you heard from afew places before… that in this world there are 3 people that will look 100% the same… when this 3 people meet… it will be the end of the world… blah blah blah… all this bullshit… but that day… when I was hearing the radio…
If one day, you break up with someone you really love a lot… and after many years later.. you will like the person… you met the 2nd person that looks 100% like your first love… will you fall for the person…?
Sound romantic? Sounds lame? What will you do? will you chase the person? will you like the person more or lesser than the first? Will you be cheating you urself? I tot for a few days.. if its me.. wat will I do? at first I tot… maybe I will fall the person… but after that.. I felt that… y did I bother to think of that Q.. think about it… its rather bimbotic… it all boils down to liking the person for its looks.. than wat diff does that make you for the SPGs?
Like or loving some1 should be about the person… should be about loving wat the person is a whole.. Don’t you agree? If it’s by looks only… y don’t you go date a playboy calendar? But if that’s the case… than it leaves use with another Q… what about all the people with love at first sight? Is it a term to be used on bimbos only?
Humm… seems like there are a lot of unanswered Qs… will answer them… in the future ba… when I think of an answer for it… or if I happening to face this problems.. haha… so to conclude….
I like you for who you are and you can lie to me cause I will chose not to expose you… but in the end… if I noe… by me lying and regretting in the futher, I could change for your happiness in the end.. I will do it…
Been listening to S.H.E’s - 安静了… not a bad song… but I cannot tahan but to change some of the lyrics…
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼却
成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~
我选择不怪你
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
如今你已不在這裡
你却走回你的记忆
我一個人走不下去
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我
沒有要求要你給我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
讓我一人成熟
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局 wo~
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手
我卻不敢再握你手
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我
沒有要求你能給我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
讓我一人成熟
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你
Story 1:
Had to tell a white lie to cover for a gd firend… basically, she told her bf that she was meeting me but she went to meet someone else… trust me… I believe 100% that she is faithful to her bf… but… I guess… when you noe someone too well… you will noe wat will happen when you tell them the truth… Q: is that just understanding the person or loving the person too much that you don’t 1 2 hurt the other person… or do you love yourself more… thus, you 1 2 save urself from all the nagging? I guess its an equation that will nv add up… eg.
Loving someone = being truthful
Not wanting to hurt someone = lying to them..
So does it mean by not wanting to hurt someone you love = lying to them… than wat happens to being truthful? Thus, is that wat why there is something call white lie? Q: is white lies invented to make the person who lie feel better about it? I guess you have to be in the person’s shoe to understand what you should do…
There is no right and wrong when it comes to love… but when 1 decides to lie… is it considered wrong le? i think it’s a endless debate on wats right and wrong.. what will you do? Lie and pray that no1 will find out… or tell the truth and hurt the person upfront… Q: when a lie is being told… and its nv being found out… will it… after many years become the ‘truth’? Q: if I don’t tell you something happen.. is it considered lying? I mean… technically, its not I don’t 1 2 tell you… its you did not ask…
If its you… what will you do? how many times can you be truthful and how many times can you lie? I love you that y I have to lie to you… isn’t that very scary? What has our ‘love’ become? Understand each other too well? Knowing what hurts, thus I chose to keep quiet? I am really lost… I guess it really has to depend on the moment…
Once you chose to lie, you should never look back… you should nv regrate no matter wat happens.. i was in all three shoes before… to lie… to be lied at… and to help a friend lie.. which shoe I like the most?
To lie: the only 1 I hurt in the end is myself… even if I regrate.. its only a problem to be faced by me…
To be lied at: if the other part found out… every1 will be hurt… it’s a feeling that every1 hates.. and wat I hate most is that the person who lied to me will be hurt too… I can chose to pretent nothing happens… but can the person who lie do the same? That y I say you should nv regrate nor should you look back…
To help a friend lie: if all goes will…no prob… year later… it may turn out to be ‘the truth’ but if things don’t go the way… every1 will be hurt… isn’t that back to square one?
So after having break it down… which will you chose? For me, it will really have to depend on that moment, wat is needed… for me.. if I can make the person I love feel better… I will rather lie and keep quiet forever… cause I think at times… I noe clearly that if I lie… the person I love will be happy…
I had people asking me… y don’t you fight for the person you love… I guess… unlike some people… I strongly believe that I would like to see the person I like be happy… though at time I believe that I am able to make the person I like happy… but what happens when I see the person sad? I am ready to be the 1 to cause you sadness? Some people call that being a coward… others call it true love… to me… it’s all bullshit… haha…
Story 2:
I noe of a couple who kinda broke up recently.. after being together for 5 years… haha.. sorry if you see this entry.. haha… anyway.. actually I feel kinda sad for both of you… after 5 years… and this in the ending… I mean… if you still like each other… y? or maybe feelings have change? 5 years… its not a short period of time… neither is it long… but I guess I just felt that it’s a pity ba…
I guess that maybe its cases like this… I nv believe that one person is able to love a person forever… or maybe after a long time… than will people understand… loving a person does not = to having to have a ‘status’ with that person… Q: if love a person = setting the person free… than happens to the word “Forever” or “marriage”? is that y people invent divorce?
50 years ago… do peoples love for each other really last forever? Y our ‘love’ now adays start and end so fast? Or is it just back them… there is no such things as divorce… thus people just get use to having some1 by their side of the bed… and hack care about it… maybe now… considering that property is so expensive, even some1 sleeping by your side is also considered taking up too much space? Haha…
Q: what is more sad? 2 person liking each other but cannot be together… or 2 person being together cause they are just not use to watching movies alone?
Q: what is more sad? 單戀 or 暗戀?
Q: If love is nv fair… what will you 1 2 be… the one who loves more… or the 1 who receives more love?
To my 2 friends… thought is a pity… but this may not be the worst outcome.. I mean, if you still can be friends… y not… at least… you still can meet up… say hi… or maybe in the future… who noes… anyway… yar… happy if both of you are happy…
Story 3
I guess a lot of you heard from afew places before… that in this world there are 3 people that will look 100% the same… when this 3 people meet… it will be the end of the world… blah blah blah… all this bullshit… but that day… when I was hearing the radio…
If one day, you break up with someone you really love a lot… and after many years later.. you will like the person… you met the 2nd person that looks 100% like your first love… will you fall for the person…?
Sound romantic? Sounds lame? What will you do? will you chase the person? will you like the person more or lesser than the first? Will you be cheating you urself? I tot for a few days.. if its me.. wat will I do? at first I tot… maybe I will fall the person… but after that.. I felt that… y did I bother to think of that Q.. think about it… its rather bimbotic… it all boils down to liking the person for its looks.. than wat diff does that make you for the SPGs?
Like or loving some1 should be about the person… should be about loving wat the person is a whole.. Don’t you agree? If it’s by looks only… y don’t you go date a playboy calendar? But if that’s the case… than it leaves use with another Q… what about all the people with love at first sight? Is it a term to be used on bimbos only?
Humm… seems like there are a lot of unanswered Qs… will answer them… in the future ba… when I think of an answer for it… or if I happening to face this problems.. haha… so to conclude….
I like you for who you are and you can lie to me cause I will chose not to expose you… but in the end… if I noe… by me lying and regretting in the futher, I could change for your happiness in the end.. I will do it…
Been listening to S.H.E’s - 安静了… not a bad song… but I cannot tahan but to change some of the lyrics…
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼却
成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~
我选择不怪你
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
如今你已不在這裡
你却走回你的记忆
我一個人走不下去
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我
沒有要求要你給我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
讓我一人成熟
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局 wo~
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手
我卻不敢再握你手
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我
沒有要求你能給我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
讓我一人成熟
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你
I think I am good… I have officially changed this song to a even sadder song… I think I can consider to go write songs le… come on… tell me… my lyrics are better… haha….
Friday, October 17, 2008
I lied...
dont noe y i am blogging again... once i deciede not to blog anymore... cause... i dont 1 my words and feelings to hurt you or to be read or to be found out... but encouraged by a friend who said this...
I dont wana give up all on fate. and I dont wana think that its too late.. says:
infact my feelings haf been there for the longest time
I dont wana give up all on fate. and I dont wana think that its too late.. says:
but still im able to remain as a fren with u
I dont wana give up all on fate. and I dont wana think that its too late.. says:
but if aft knowing n u feel uncomfy then i guess its ur prob
I dont wana give up all on fate. and I dont wana think that its too late.. says:
tada
haha... i guess he read me.... i guess he noes wat i wish but cannot say... haha...
i guess... maybe one day you will see this entry... if i hurt you... all i can say i is i am sorry... you noe i nv want to hurt you... but sometimes... i really cannot tahan... i really hope you noe how i feel... i dont expect anything in return... but hope you noe... no matter wat happens... there is still someone here that still cares alot for you and only wants you to be happy and carefree....
I dont wana give up all on fate. and I dont wana think that its too late.. says:
infact my feelings haf been there for the longest time
I dont wana give up all on fate. and I dont wana think that its too late.. says:
but still im able to remain as a fren with u
I dont wana give up all on fate. and I dont wana think that its too late.. says:
but if aft knowing n u feel uncomfy then i guess its ur prob
I dont wana give up all on fate. and I dont wana think that its too late.. says:
tada
haha... i guess he read me.... i guess he noes wat i wish but cannot say... haha...
i guess... maybe one day you will see this entry... if i hurt you... all i can say i is i am sorry... you noe i nv want to hurt you... but sometimes... i really cannot tahan... i really hope you noe how i feel... i dont expect anything in return... but hope you noe... no matter wat happens... there is still someone here that still cares alot for you and only wants you to be happy and carefree....
Today someone asked me... Why u want to work at starbucks...? Why not try tcc...? Why die die must be starbucks... Can i say cause i only want to learn How to make mocca and chocolate chip ice blend...? Haha... Actually... The answer is not important anymore... Important thing is............ As long as ur happy...
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Too Bored In office... So... Random Blog!!!
6.32 - in office on a staurday... wats new...
6.32 - i hate it when i am right...
6.32 - enjoying the song 累格 by 戴爱玲
6.35 - Spent $20 for a word standby...
6.36 - Always on standby mode recently...
6.37 - Hope you will enjoy Dark Knight... hear its good...
6.38 - In office cos dont 1 2 be at home...
6.38 - Dont 1 2 go out cos not in the mood...
6.39 - Finish Xiaing dans..
6.39 - Someone ask, do i get anytime off work?
6.39 - If thats the only thing you are able to do now... will you want time off ?
6.40 - Feel like going art firend... but got something on later...
6.41 - Feel like getting drunk...
6.41 - Hate weekends...
6.42 - Dont think will eat later... too many things to do...
6.42 - Yar... did not say bye...
6.43 - If the whole world needs superman to save... who saves superman?
6.46 - Really going to go New York this year...
6.46 - I will make it happen!
6.46 - Whats worst? got no bf to go out with or got bf but dont 1 2 go out with him?
6.48 - Will have an empty seat...
6.50 - I chose to be at work...
6.50 - I think Mediacorp is a 'Male Company' Thus i's so attracted to it... haha...
6.57 - It took me 3 minute to spell patience...
6.58 - I am stupid... haha...
6.58 - Like me... Yan Jing also in office.. haha...
6.58 - Where to go drink later... hummm....
6.59 - Will Portsdown be too late?
7.01 - Humm... i think i am hungry... but dont feel like eating...
7.01 - Should i go Artfriend now ?
7.02 - Yan Jing's cat is called meow meow..
7.02 - Humm... should i go cut hair again ?
7.03 - Still looking for 累格 lyrics...
7.03 - Damn... i shall find it today... if not i am not leaving office...
7.05 - Shit... finger bleeding...
7.05 - is it true that humans only have 5 bowls of blood in them ?
7.06 - I wore my red jacket today...
7.08 - I am good... i found it!! haha...
7.08 - Shall post my fav. Lyrics... whahaha...
7.09 - 反正愛情裏頭 誰先放棄 誰就是第三者
7.09 - Damn... haha...
7.12 - Office now only got me... Yan Jing went to feed meow meow..
7.13 - I really like the song When you look me in the eyes...
7.14 - Humm... seems like this is a weekday... haha...
7.14 - Recently... i have a feeling the one who stole my name cards is someone else...
7.15 - I really hope i am wrong... but normally i am rite...
7.15 - Damn... i am good...
7.15 - I said it before... i am only dumb when it comes to you...
7.16 - Sian... i want to go artfirend... but stuck here cause of 8.30...
7.17 - Damn...
7.17 - Will my handphone ring later?
7.18 - Whats worst... look like 17 or act like 17 ?
7.19 - Once again... cant help but think i am bloody clever to come up with random blog...
7.20 - Scard but looking forward to Wednesday....
7.21 - Haha... ah ma sending me all the songs...
7.22 - Recently i think i over spend...
7.22 - 2 more weeks!! and it will be here... wahhahaha...
7.23 - Hope i got the name rite... haha...
7.24 - Feel like eating Korean BBQ...
7.25 - Shall go try the one at Dempsey...
7.25 - Want to join? Or you eaten le ?
7.26 - So Sian.. the time ticking so slowly...
7.26 - Finding somethign online... whahaha...
7.31 - Damn... cannot find it... shit...
7.31 - Time really tick bloody slow..
7.31 - Ok... decided... shall go behind to watch tv... bye
6.32 - i hate it when i am right...
6.32 - enjoying the song 累格 by 戴爱玲
6.35 - Spent $20 for a word standby...
6.36 - Always on standby mode recently...
6.37 - Hope you will enjoy Dark Knight... hear its good...
6.38 - In office cos dont 1 2 be at home...
6.38 - Dont 1 2 go out cos not in the mood...
6.39 - Finish Xiaing dans..
6.39 - Someone ask, do i get anytime off work?
6.39 - If thats the only thing you are able to do now... will you want time off ?
6.40 - Feel like going art firend... but got something on later...
6.41 - Feel like getting drunk...
6.41 - Hate weekends...
6.42 - Dont think will eat later... too many things to do...
6.42 - Yar... did not say bye...
6.43 - If the whole world needs superman to save... who saves superman?
6.46 - Really going to go New York this year...
6.46 - I will make it happen!
6.46 - Whats worst? got no bf to go out with or got bf but dont 1 2 go out with him?
6.48 - Will have an empty seat...
6.50 - I chose to be at work...
6.50 - I think Mediacorp is a 'Male Company' Thus i's so attracted to it... haha...
6.57 - It took me 3 minute to spell patience...
6.58 - I am stupid... haha...
6.58 - Like me... Yan Jing also in office.. haha...
6.58 - Where to go drink later... hummm....
6.59 - Will Portsdown be too late?
7.01 - Humm... i think i am hungry... but dont feel like eating...
7.01 - Should i go Artfriend now ?
7.02 - Yan Jing's cat is called meow meow..
7.02 - Humm... should i go cut hair again ?
7.03 - Still looking for 累格 lyrics...
7.03 - Damn... i shall find it today... if not i am not leaving office...
7.05 - Shit... finger bleeding...
7.05 - is it true that humans only have 5 bowls of blood in them ?
7.06 - I wore my red jacket today...
7.08 - I am good... i found it!! haha...
7.08 - Shall post my fav. Lyrics... whahaha...
7.09 - 反正愛情裏頭 誰先放棄 誰就是第三者
7.09 - Damn... haha...
7.12 - Office now only got me... Yan Jing went to feed meow meow..
7.13 - I really like the song When you look me in the eyes...
7.14 - Humm... seems like this is a weekday... haha...
7.14 - Recently... i have a feeling the one who stole my name cards is someone else...
7.15 - I really hope i am wrong... but normally i am rite...
7.15 - Damn... i am good...
7.15 - I said it before... i am only dumb when it comes to you...
7.16 - Sian... i want to go artfirend... but stuck here cause of 8.30...
7.17 - Damn...
7.17 - Will my handphone ring later?
7.18 - Whats worst... look like 17 or act like 17 ?
7.19 - Once again... cant help but think i am bloody clever to come up with random blog...
7.20 - Scard but looking forward to Wednesday....
7.21 - Haha... ah ma sending me all the songs...
7.22 - Recently i think i over spend...
7.22 - 2 more weeks!! and it will be here... wahhahaha...
7.23 - Hope i got the name rite... haha...
7.24 - Feel like eating Korean BBQ...
7.25 - Shall go try the one at Dempsey...
7.25 - Want to join? Or you eaten le ?
7.26 - So Sian.. the time ticking so slowly...
7.26 - Finding somethign online... whahaha...
7.31 - Damn... cannot find it... shit...
7.31 - Time really tick bloody slow..
7.31 - Ok... decided... shall go behind to watch tv... bye
Sunday, July 13, 2008
i am missing you like crazy... i am going crazy... i miss you... i really miss you... can talk to me ? say hi to me ? i reallly really miss you... going crazy.... how??? feel like shit now!! how?? how?!?! all i can do is say i miss you... i want to see you... i really want to hear your voice... just 1 hello from you... all i need is a hello... and my day will all brighten up... can you brighten up my day? dont noe since when, only you and you alone can brighten up my day... will you do that for me? please? i am not in the right state of mind anymore... cos my mind is only filled with you... nothing else... going crazy...
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Attention!!! Emo blog ahead..!!!
dont noe wat title to give... just feel like writing... lost for words now... funny how i can change... 10 minutes ago... i was laughing about this whole matter... now... when the room is finally quiet... when you all have finally took your turns to go sleep... it's than creeping into me... its kinda scary... scared of losing wat i tot was great... scared of losing 2 firends instend of 1... scared that i will be back to the days of caring you from afar... humm.. but at least i can care for you lar.. whahaha....
when you told me to stay away... so it will be less painful for everyone.. i hope the pain will be lesser for you... for me.. its simple.. i can drown meself with work... friends... and family... haha... believe anot... i standby le.. wahaha.. i am well prepared... haha... and most of all... at the end of the day... wats most important is that... if you are happy... i will be happy too... though i maybe emo.. i fully understand that life still carrys on and this is only a crush that i will get over one day...
i will nv blame you for anything you do... i see it this way... liking some1 involes feelings... when feelings is involve, there is no right or wrong.. i cant blame something that cannot be put an answer on... maybe i was jus not gd enough for you... maybe i was not ur cup of tea.. maybe you were just to far to reach for me... maybe for the start... humm.. there was not a start... we were just friends that like to toilets and eat sweets..
but anyway... i like going to toilets and enjoy eating sweets... thanks for bring me to the toilet and buying sweets for me... :) if not along the way.. i would have got lost...
anyway..you project starting soon le... my started le... i hope... both of us will not let this affect our work... we are professional aint we.... or at least i believe we are...
i ever said... if it has to be someone else... i rather it be her... till now i still believe if its her, i will be happy or at least fang xin... at least... i noe... she can eat dinner with you everynight.. and need not go home for second round... send you to and off work... tell you lame things to make you laught... understand how tough your day is.. play with you till its late into the night...cycle with you... listen to english songs with you.. noe which english singer you are talking about... lock her car door when your in it... run to the carpark with you... bring tissue paper out... watch movie with you... talk to you... sayang you on ur curry puff hair... eat ice cream with you... Break your chopsitcks for you... haha... i am not treating you like a 3 year old... i like 1 to give you the best... dont 1 2 see you wake up extra earlier to take bus... dont 1 2 see you got no 1 eat with than dont eat... dont 1 2 see you nothing to do whole day rot at home... yar.. i noe she will be that kind of people.. that will not hurt or shout back at you.. give you all the attention that you want and need...
as for me... i will not be too far anyway.. i will be a call anyway... a ride away... i doorstep away... a meal away... i tub of ice-cream away... i location requisition away... haha.. i told you once... i will be here for you.. last time i was there... now i will be here... and next time i will still be here... for as long as you want and allow me... no matter wat happens... you wil still get my full attention... i am alway here for you to fall back on... dont have to feel pei seh... cos i am doing it willingly and happily... further more... i am rolliee polliee... very comfee to lie on... haha...
saw ur facebook status... want to tell you... but doesn't noe how... somehow... i feel that its either you 1 to tell me bye bye but dont noe how or you 1 2 tell her yar... wat ur thinking is not wrong... i think i like you also... but i dont noe how to tell you... i must say... when i say that status... i was heart broken... but i dont noe how or should i ask you anot... haha... i am not that gangho as you think i am... haha...
dont get me wrong... i am not pushing you away... i still very much want you by me side... but i dont want my feels to affect ur desicion... actually i noe it wont also lar... but just 1 2 tell you... no matter wat happens... i will not blame you and i will still be living me life to the very best and fullest... so dont have to worry for me... think for urself... be happy... make a choice and believe in it... be with some1 you truly like and stay happy... as long as you are happy... i will be happy...
Sun Flowers and White Roses...
Chicken Rice and Ramen...
IS and Juice...
Soft shell carb sushi and goza...
Face mask and toe nail polish..
choco pie and ginger biscuts..
Peanuts and oat meal biscuts...
tuna and cold trio...
mazda 6 and BMW X5
locking of car doors and running to the carpark..
eggs, luncen meat and fish filet...
fuck and kena sia..
si fat han and mouth itchy....
when you told me to stay away... so it will be less painful for everyone.. i hope the pain will be lesser for you... for me.. its simple.. i can drown meself with work... friends... and family... haha... believe anot... i standby le.. wahaha.. i am well prepared... haha... and most of all... at the end of the day... wats most important is that... if you are happy... i will be happy too... though i maybe emo.. i fully understand that life still carrys on and this is only a crush that i will get over one day...
i will nv blame you for anything you do... i see it this way... liking some1 involes feelings... when feelings is involve, there is no right or wrong.. i cant blame something that cannot be put an answer on... maybe i was jus not gd enough for you... maybe i was not ur cup of tea.. maybe you were just to far to reach for me... maybe for the start... humm.. there was not a start... we were just friends that like to toilets and eat sweets..
but anyway... i like going to toilets and enjoy eating sweets... thanks for bring me to the toilet and buying sweets for me... :) if not along the way.. i would have got lost...
anyway..you project starting soon le... my started le... i hope... both of us will not let this affect our work... we are professional aint we.... or at least i believe we are...
i ever said... if it has to be someone else... i rather it be her... till now i still believe if its her, i will be happy or at least fang xin... at least... i noe... she can eat dinner with you everynight.. and need not go home for second round... send you to and off work... tell you lame things to make you laught... understand how tough your day is.. play with you till its late into the night...cycle with you... listen to english songs with you.. noe which english singer you are talking about... lock her car door when your in it... run to the carpark with you... bring tissue paper out... watch movie with you... talk to you... sayang you on ur curry puff hair... eat ice cream with you... Break your chopsitcks for you... haha... i am not treating you like a 3 year old... i like 1 to give you the best... dont 1 2 see you wake up extra earlier to take bus... dont 1 2 see you got no 1 eat with than dont eat... dont 1 2 see you nothing to do whole day rot at home... yar.. i noe she will be that kind of people.. that will not hurt or shout back at you.. give you all the attention that you want and need...
as for me... i will not be too far anyway.. i will be a call anyway... a ride away... i doorstep away... a meal away... i tub of ice-cream away... i location requisition away... haha.. i told you once... i will be here for you.. last time i was there... now i will be here... and next time i will still be here... for as long as you want and allow me... no matter wat happens... you wil still get my full attention... i am alway here for you to fall back on... dont have to feel pei seh... cos i am doing it willingly and happily... further more... i am rolliee polliee... very comfee to lie on... haha...
saw ur facebook status... want to tell you... but doesn't noe how... somehow... i feel that its either you 1 to tell me bye bye but dont noe how or you 1 2 tell her yar... wat ur thinking is not wrong... i think i like you also... but i dont noe how to tell you... i must say... when i say that status... i was heart broken... but i dont noe how or should i ask you anot... haha... i am not that gangho as you think i am... haha...
dont get me wrong... i am not pushing you away... i still very much want you by me side... but i dont want my feels to affect ur desicion... actually i noe it wont also lar... but just 1 2 tell you... no matter wat happens... i will not blame you and i will still be living me life to the very best and fullest... so dont have to worry for me... think for urself... be happy... make a choice and believe in it... be with some1 you truly like and stay happy... as long as you are happy... i will be happy...
Sun Flowers and White Roses...
Chicken Rice and Ramen...
IS and Juice...
Soft shell carb sushi and goza...
Face mask and toe nail polish..
choco pie and ginger biscuts..
Peanuts and oat meal biscuts...
tuna and cold trio...
mazda 6 and BMW X5
locking of car doors and running to the carpark..
eggs, luncen meat and fish filet...
fuck and kena sia..
si fat han and mouth itchy....
Saturday, June 21, 2008
moodless....
i really think... when ppl pms... the really think and act like idiots... wahhaha...
actually... feel like shit now... really moodles... pisst off? nah.. dont think so... jealous? yar... i htik thats it... whahaha... dont not lar... noe what to comments.... alot to say... but really moodess..
humm... topice of the day.. reality and hope... haha... its a very fine line... if you hope for something... and you put in effort.... you noe the thing will turn to reality... or will it not...? humm... some times... wat you hope for will not turn out the way you like... thus the word backfire.. wahaha... humm...
another question, does hope = wish? its sounds like the same... humm... like me think... if hope is its according to the example above.. than somehow, hope seems more reachable.. haha... you dont hear the gennie granting you 3 hope.. cos hope is reachable... if you put in effort... she will only grant you 3 wishes... cos wishes are not reachable.. haha...
so does that mean... the things i hope for will not happen? haha... actually... yar... it did not happen...
after all this bullshit... i still feel like shit... moodless... haha... i had a hope today... that 2 people were to watch moives together... but seem like... this hope is not going to happen le... whahaha... so let me have another hope... hope i dont screw up today's outing with me lan lan mood... anyway... they say... 3 is a crowd... so lets hope... it will trun out to be a great outing... whahaha.... JIA YOU!! hope this hope will come true... i will put in effort... hahaa...
actually... feel like shit now... really moodles... pisst off? nah.. dont think so... jealous? yar... i htik thats it... whahaha... dont not lar... noe what to comments.... alot to say... but really moodess..
humm... topice of the day.. reality and hope... haha... its a very fine line... if you hope for something... and you put in effort.... you noe the thing will turn to reality... or will it not...? humm... some times... wat you hope for will not turn out the way you like... thus the word backfire.. wahaha... humm...
another question, does hope = wish? its sounds like the same... humm... like me think... if hope is its according to the example above.. than somehow, hope seems more reachable.. haha... you dont hear the gennie granting you 3 hope.. cos hope is reachable... if you put in effort... she will only grant you 3 wishes... cos wishes are not reachable.. haha...
so does that mean... the things i hope for will not happen? haha... actually... yar... it did not happen...
after all this bullshit... i still feel like shit... moodless... haha... i had a hope today... that 2 people were to watch moives together... but seem like... this hope is not going to happen le... whahaha... so let me have another hope... hope i dont screw up today's outing with me lan lan mood... anyway... they say... 3 is a crowd... so lets hope... it will trun out to be a great outing... whahaha.... JIA YOU!! hope this hope will come true... i will put in effort... hahaa...
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Wats Up!!!!! Random Blogging !!!!!!
1.29 Its late and i am not sleeping...!!! wats new!!!
1.30 You seem to be having problems with you connection...
1.30 I think i coming down with a flu! shit!!!
1.31 i am wearing me storberrry shoes.. whahaa... super girl!
1.31 i will got email to send... but no mood! :(
1.32 i just want to spend all me time talking to you... entertain you...
1.33 you are bored... dont worry... i will entertain you... :)
1.34 head itchy
1.35 the attack of the words..
1.37 trust me... if i can leave me house now.. i will!
1.37 it came to me.. if this whole blog is about you only... haha... is it too er xin...
1.38 haha... i am er xin wat... and tk,ck,bhb,hs... wats new... i am all in one!
1.39 its the full package... like it or not... whahah...
1.40 i enjoy disturbing you... heehee...
1.41 humm... when was the last time i blog ?
1.42 hope i can eat dinner with you tomorrow.. hai..
1.43 actually... i am kinda grounded for this period of time...
1.44 i found out something... i will be happy if your happy... whahaha...
1.45 and no... i dont treat you like a 3 year old...
1.45 three year old ppl dont go yang z... whahaha...
1.46 head count... see how many ppl online ar...
1.47 so late le.. still got 7 ppl online... whahaha... power!
1.47 but out of the 7 ppl... only 1 is important... whahaha...
1.47 all you kpos.. stop thinking funny stuff... you noe who you are....
1.48 so sian... i noe i should send emails... but i just like talking to you... wahhaha...
1.49 it just came to me... do you noe the 'you' i been saying is who?
1.50 no toliet aunty... sorry... its not you... nope... not you too coffee shop uncle...
1.51 did i mention, i got black cotton buds... whahaha
1.52 and me ass if filled with vit C
1.52 so late le... why you dont 1 2 sleep...? later you cannot tahan... :(
1.52 you noe you fall sick.. i iwll xin teng 1 rite? humm.. or maybe you dont... humm..
1.53 i think i must be sick... i like it when you scold me bodo...
1.53 humm... to the other kpos... you try calling me that... NV DIE BEFORE AR!
1.54 its obvious... i am an unfair person.. haha... and i like it... whahaha...
1.56 it just came to me.. if i lose this blog... will i rewirte..
1.57 i am lazy... screw it... wahhaha...
1.58 sudden feel like tke power nap...
1.59 wat are you doing now? still dling songs?
1.59 humm... wat time should i go office tomorrow..?
2.00 !!! you nudge me... heehee... not asleep yet ?
2.01 you going off le ? :(
2.02 and i think this ramdon blog has too end soon... whahaha....
2.02 untill now i stil think i am super clever to come out with the idea of ramdon blog...
2.02 its like writing poem that dont make sense...
2.02 but... but most poem dont make sense also wad... haha...
2.03 ok lar... you dc le... without saying bye... :(
2.03 to end of me blog... i would like to say... TIME TO SO SLEEP!!! whahahah
1.30 You seem to be having problems with you connection...
1.30 I think i coming down with a flu! shit!!!
1.31 i am wearing me storberrry shoes.. whahaa... super girl!
1.31 i will got email to send... but no mood! :(
1.32 i just want to spend all me time talking to you... entertain you...
1.33 you are bored... dont worry... i will entertain you... :)
1.34 head itchy
1.35 the attack of the words..
1.37 trust me... if i can leave me house now.. i will!
1.37 it came to me.. if this whole blog is about you only... haha... is it too er xin...
1.38 haha... i am er xin wat... and tk,ck,bhb,hs... wats new... i am all in one!
1.39 its the full package... like it or not... whahah...
1.40 i enjoy disturbing you... heehee...
1.41 humm... when was the last time i blog ?
1.42 hope i can eat dinner with you tomorrow.. hai..
1.43 actually... i am kinda grounded for this period of time...
1.44 i found out something... i will be happy if your happy... whahaha...
1.45 and no... i dont treat you like a 3 year old...
1.45 three year old ppl dont go yang z... whahaha...
1.46 head count... see how many ppl online ar...
1.47 so late le.. still got 7 ppl online... whahaha... power!
1.47 but out of the 7 ppl... only 1 is important... whahaha...
1.47 all you kpos.. stop thinking funny stuff... you noe who you are....
1.48 so sian... i noe i should send emails... but i just like talking to you... wahhaha...
1.49 it just came to me... do you noe the 'you' i been saying is who?
1.50 no toliet aunty... sorry... its not you... nope... not you too coffee shop uncle...
1.51 did i mention, i got black cotton buds... whahaha
1.52 and me ass if filled with vit C
1.52 so late le... why you dont 1 2 sleep...? later you cannot tahan... :(
1.52 you noe you fall sick.. i iwll xin teng 1 rite? humm.. or maybe you dont... humm..
1.53 i think i must be sick... i like it when you scold me bodo...
1.53 humm... to the other kpos... you try calling me that... NV DIE BEFORE AR!
1.54 its obvious... i am an unfair person.. haha... and i like it... whahaha...
1.56 it just came to me.. if i lose this blog... will i rewirte..
1.57 i am lazy... screw it... wahhaha...
1.58 sudden feel like tke power nap...
1.59 wat are you doing now? still dling songs?
1.59 humm... wat time should i go office tomorrow..?
2.00 !!! you nudge me... heehee... not asleep yet ?
2.01 you going off le ? :(
2.02 and i think this ramdon blog has too end soon... whahaha....
2.02 untill now i stil think i am super clever to come out with the idea of ramdon blog...
2.02 its like writing poem that dont make sense...
2.02 but... but most poem dont make sense also wad... haha...
2.03 ok lar... you dc le... without saying bye... :(
2.03 to end of me blog... i would like to say... TIME TO SO SLEEP!!! whahahah
Monday, May 12, 2008
RAMDOM BLOG!!!
once again... all time fav. for me... cos have to type lesser words... and for the readers... have to read lesser words... haha... so here goes...
12.39 Still doing me bloody accounts from penang...
12.39 me boss going to give birther to her daughter soon...
12.40 finally thought i a reason so i can have dinner with you tomorrow..!! yesh!
12.41 it has been donkey years since i went friendster..
12.41 yes... there is somthing call friendster... its way before facebook....
12.44 should sleep early today... can feel that heart is getting weaker...
12.47 got a super big pimple on me nose..
12.51 suddenly all th ppl i talking onine is going to sleep...
12.52 i am happy... tomorrow is monday...
12.53 onceagain... you fell asleep... heehee... sleep tight...
12.56 feel like sleeping... dont 1 2 do accounts.... going crazy...
12.59 bloody tired...
01.00 time for power nap!
01.13 finished power nap!
12.39 Still doing me bloody accounts from penang...
12.39 me boss going to give birther to her daughter soon...
12.40 finally thought i a reason so i can have dinner with you tomorrow..!! yesh!
12.41 it has been donkey years since i went friendster..
12.41 yes... there is somthing call friendster... its way before facebook....
12.44 should sleep early today... can feel that heart is getting weaker...
12.47 got a super big pimple on me nose..
12.51 suddenly all th ppl i talking onine is going to sleep...
12.52 i am happy... tomorrow is monday...
12.53 onceagain... you fell asleep... heehee... sleep tight...
12.56 feel like sleeping... dont 1 2 do accounts.... going crazy...
12.59 bloody tired...
01.00 time for power nap!
01.13 finished power nap!
Monday, May 05, 2008
boring
Boring night... whaha... finially today i shou gong le... but still feel unsave cos have to do sccounts... but still dont feel like doing... piles of accounts... hai... 1 word... mafan.... haha...
very quiet night... have things to do... but dont feel like doing.. haha... as usual... i like to run away whe shit happens... i mean... wats new... haha... if you noe the real me.. you should noe i am like that...
humm... suddenly having seconds thoughts of weather should i sign me contract... hum... me boss have not get back to me on me pay increase leh... hai.. dont noe...
damnit... i keep seeing me msn sign poping up... telling me ppl are signing in.... haha... as much as i told you to go sleep... late le... sorry... i lied... i still hope to be able to see you online... haha... wat the hell... i liek to change me mind... bite me lar..
humm... is one week consider long or short ? 1 day is 24 hrs... you sleep for 8 hours... your left with 16.. -BREAK-
just recieve your sms... you told your aunty... i reply with a wat she say... now waiting for your reply... dont noe leh... some how i am lost... i am worried ur aunty will screw u... i hope your aunty will not kill you... hai... wat did your aunty say... wat?!? hai... tick tock tick tock... hai... how... lalala~~~ stupid phone.... fast beep... haha... suddenly feel like seeing you... are you ok ? or should i tell me mama... humm.... its has been 40 mins le...and still no reply from you... dont tell me... you sleep le..
dotz if that happen...
very quiet night... have things to do... but dont feel like doing.. haha... as usual... i like to run away whe shit happens... i mean... wats new... haha... if you noe the real me.. you should noe i am like that...
humm... suddenly having seconds thoughts of weather should i sign me contract... hum... me boss have not get back to me on me pay increase leh... hai.. dont noe...
damnit... i keep seeing me msn sign poping up... telling me ppl are signing in.... haha... as much as i told you to go sleep... late le... sorry... i lied... i still hope to be able to see you online... haha... wat the hell... i liek to change me mind... bite me lar..
humm... is one week consider long or short ? 1 day is 24 hrs... you sleep for 8 hours... your left with 16.. -BREAK-
just recieve your sms... you told your aunty... i reply with a wat she say... now waiting for your reply... dont noe leh... some how i am lost... i am worried ur aunty will screw u... i hope your aunty will not kill you... hai... wat did your aunty say... wat?!? hai... tick tock tick tock... hai... how... lalala~~~ stupid phone.... fast beep... haha... suddenly feel like seeing you... are you ok ? or should i tell me mama... humm.... its has been 40 mins le...and still no reply from you... dont tell me... you sleep le..
dotz if that happen...
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Sianzzzz....
humm... very sian... dont noe y... recently hate the weekends... haha... like nothign much to do... than have alot of time to think... and.. i hate to think.. haha..
humm... y there must be a title in the start of the blog... if i dont 1 2 put... how..?? can...??? i think will look wired... whahaha... so in the end... put some lame topic... haha... sianzzz....
i believe tomorrow will be even more sian... haha... cos... got to do accounts and something else lar.. dont 1 2 talk about... haha...
going out soon... have to go central and common wealth to settle somethings... than later going to office... have to xia dan for ping'er... yan jing over run again today... hai... she everyday over run... stupid molly... dont add 2 more days for her... i dont noe y... so evil.. hai... my poor ke ai de dao yan....
hai... i think my pms really affecting me... super moodless... super sian... super lalalalaing~~ i think i am down with flu also... me nose running away... haha...
wat you doing now ar ? haha... screaming around? haha... clean up the shit from the alive volleyball ? haha... and hor... movie can more than 2 ppl watch de... it makes no different to me... haha... thanks for letting me send you to your door step last night :)
humm... y there must be a title in the start of the blog... if i dont 1 2 put... how..?? can...??? i think will look wired... whahaha... so in the end... put some lame topic... haha... sianzzz....
i believe tomorrow will be even more sian... haha... cos... got to do accounts and something else lar.. dont 1 2 talk about... haha...
going out soon... have to go central and common wealth to settle somethings... than later going to office... have to xia dan for ping'er... yan jing over run again today... hai... she everyday over run... stupid molly... dont add 2 more days for her... i dont noe y... so evil.. hai... my poor ke ai de dao yan....
hai... i think my pms really affecting me... super moodless... super sian... super lalalalaing~~ i think i am down with flu also... me nose running away... haha...
wat you doing now ar ? haha... screaming around? haha... clean up the shit from the alive volleyball ? haha... and hor... movie can more than 2 ppl watch de... it makes no different to me... haha... thanks for letting me send you to your door step last night :)
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Huh?
Ramdom blog... cos rotting online... dont noe wat better things to do... so... does not mean blog is created for people to pass their time online... ? humm...humm... than if thats the case... i think in the human evolution, blog is the ape and facebook is the human... haha...
humm... got another ramdom question... today i was going through all me blogs... hummm aparently.... there is about 85 blog entries and i cnanot remember all off them... note to self. dont write in codes anymore... haha.. if you dare, use real names... whahaha... hopes... better don... if not later i got to pay copy rights.. haha...
ok... maybe some updates of my current bear living conditions... i am still going this bloody project.... currently... not thinking too much... just 1 2 have fun and enjoy... letting my boss bluff me for another year... i think... haha... happy with the way things are now... cos project wrapping...
another tot... y msn provide a small area for people to put their photos by the side of their chat box... not every1 has nice photos to put de loh... haha.. but if you dont put... you will be offical known as the blue heading neckless man... haha...
today... i baked a cake for me firend... her bithday mah... so tot be a gd firend.... bake her a cake... lucky did not burn the kittchen down... haha...
so sian... dont noe wat more to blog... and.. and... who say movie cannot 2 ppl watch ? humm... dont noe... dont 1 2 noe... haha...
tomorrow elieen they all coming.. ablut 7 ppl... hear mama bear making jap food... humm... sounds intresting... but... meeting they all at 7... dont noe can make it back in time anot... feel like sending you back home leh... humm...
humm... should i cotinue to blog on ? like if i dont blog... nothing much i can do also... facebook cant help me kill too much time... hahah.... lalala~~
i think i shall conti this blog with the all time fav. RAMDOM BLOG!!! haha.. short... simple and nice... hahha
i think this form of blogging for tonight is really lame...
its late and i have not pom pom...
humm... y did i just use the word pom pom...
i think i am hungry...
i htinki just heard mrs koh blow her nose..
should i dc?
humm... wat are most ppl doing now.. sleeping or dreaming?
will you be happy if your nighmare comes true ? i mean... normally ppl go round telling other ppl... hope your dreams come ture... izzit night mare part of dreams ?
humm... i htink i shall go off line soon...
wat about you ?
i am really happy when i see your sms...
i am really feel liek sending smses to you.. but scared will affect your work..
so you sms me ok ? haha...
you noe wats better... you can call me... hahaha...
damn! you beat me to it... i wanted to dc first! haha...
ok lar... really have to go pom pom... i htink i smell from here to penang.. whahaha...
PENANG!!!
happy :)
humm... got another ramdom question... today i was going through all me blogs... hummm aparently.... there is about 85 blog entries and i cnanot remember all off them... note to self. dont write in codes anymore... haha.. if you dare, use real names... whahaha... hopes... better don... if not later i got to pay copy rights.. haha...
ok... maybe some updates of my current bear living conditions... i am still going this bloody project.... currently... not thinking too much... just 1 2 have fun and enjoy... letting my boss bluff me for another year... i think... haha... happy with the way things are now... cos project wrapping...
another tot... y msn provide a small area for people to put their photos by the side of their chat box... not every1 has nice photos to put de loh... haha.. but if you dont put... you will be offical known as the blue heading neckless man... haha...
today... i baked a cake for me firend... her bithday mah... so tot be a gd firend.... bake her a cake... lucky did not burn the kittchen down... haha...
so sian... dont noe wat more to blog... and.. and... who say movie cannot 2 ppl watch ? humm... dont noe... dont 1 2 noe... haha...
tomorrow elieen they all coming.. ablut 7 ppl... hear mama bear making jap food... humm... sounds intresting... but... meeting they all at 7... dont noe can make it back in time anot... feel like sending you back home leh... humm...
humm... should i cotinue to blog on ? like if i dont blog... nothing much i can do also... facebook cant help me kill too much time... hahah.... lalala~~
i think i shall conti this blog with the all time fav. RAMDOM BLOG!!! haha.. short... simple and nice... hahha
i think this form of blogging for tonight is really lame...
its late and i have not pom pom...
humm... y did i just use the word pom pom...
i think i am hungry...
i htinki just heard mrs koh blow her nose..
should i dc?
humm... wat are most ppl doing now.. sleeping or dreaming?
will you be happy if your nighmare comes true ? i mean... normally ppl go round telling other ppl... hope your dreams come ture... izzit night mare part of dreams ?
humm... i htink i shall go off line soon...
wat about you ?
i am really happy when i see your sms...
i am really feel liek sending smses to you.. but scared will affect your work..
so you sms me ok ? haha...
you noe wats better... you can call me... hahaha...
damn! you beat me to it... i wanted to dc first! haha...
ok lar... really have to go pom pom... i htink i smell from here to penang.. whahaha...
PENANG!!!
happy :)
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
last time on the phone?
this is bogged right after you hang up the phone... after i sms you... and before you reply me... (if you ever reply.)
some how i had a feeling that that was the last time in a long while that we will be talking on the phone... some how i had a feeling that that was the last sms that i am going to send you... unless you sms be back with a diff answer...
i dont noe wat to do.. i noe i am suppose to stop, but for the first time... i dont 1 it to stop... this is scary... im i prepared for this to happen? i really dont noe now... i tot i am normally the first to run when shit happens.. but now... y is my foot stuck here?
dont noe since when, one simple sms from you can really change my whole day... a gd morning sms from you can really brighten up my whole day... its scary that a 5cents can really change your mood for the day...
And now, i noe that i will not be getting this sms anytime soon... i tot you where prepared... but it seems that you have never reallly tot about this matter, or maybe you noe i was too sensible to make the right desision... you happily tot you can live with the 2 plan till i had second tots of the second plan... right back at your face?
its not an easy choice to make... but as much as i say option no. 1 is nv in my consideration, i can live with it if thats wat you want... i am not giving in to you... but rather, this time round... i am prepared for any of the desision that is going to be made... as much as i dont 1 2 lose a friend... wat ever choice you make... i hope that we can still be firends... or at least you can still treat me as ur firend...
somehow... since firday... though we agreed on option C... somehow... the next few days... i tot i was leaving out plan 2... maybe i was wrong... maybe i think too much... but i kinda enjoyed it... haha.. thanks for let the 3 days passed happily....
how do i feel now? lost... lost... and lost... cos i really dont noe wats on your mind... and you are not telling me about it... i tot i noe... but apparently... i think you yourself also have no idea wats on ur mind... or maybe you are just too tired to tell me... maybe i should really go buy DVD...
will you sms me tomorrow? will i still get a good morning message from you? are you asleep already? are you thinking of how to answer me? are you as worried as me? are you having sleepless nights again? will you remember to eat tomorrow? will i get to see you tomorrow? or have you at this point of time already deleted my number off your handphone?
if there was a reset button in everything... i guess... this is a suitiuation where we should press this button... not because i want to forget everything... but rather i noe that we are at a suituation that we just can make any desision..
So.. in the end... do i hate you for not replying my sms? nope... i noe you need time... but please dont take to long... this is a 'wait' that i will not have fun in... even if you want to avoid me.. please let me noe... so i noe that.. from now on... i will noe when to appear and when to disappear...
i said before... its not that i am stupid... but i just chose to act dumb when it comes to you... but this time round... i am really lost at wat you want... actrually... i think i noe the answer le... but the truth hurts.. just let me be in this dream for a night more.
some how i had a feeling that that was the last time in a long while that we will be talking on the phone... some how i had a feeling that that was the last sms that i am going to send you... unless you sms be back with a diff answer...
i dont noe wat to do.. i noe i am suppose to stop, but for the first time... i dont 1 it to stop... this is scary... im i prepared for this to happen? i really dont noe now... i tot i am normally the first to run when shit happens.. but now... y is my foot stuck here?
dont noe since when, one simple sms from you can really change my whole day... a gd morning sms from you can really brighten up my whole day... its scary that a 5cents can really change your mood for the day...
And now, i noe that i will not be getting this sms anytime soon... i tot you where prepared... but it seems that you have never reallly tot about this matter, or maybe you noe i was too sensible to make the right desision... you happily tot you can live with the 2 plan till i had second tots of the second plan... right back at your face?
its not an easy choice to make... but as much as i say option no. 1 is nv in my consideration, i can live with it if thats wat you want... i am not giving in to you... but rather, this time round... i am prepared for any of the desision that is going to be made... as much as i dont 1 2 lose a friend... wat ever choice you make... i hope that we can still be firends... or at least you can still treat me as ur firend...
somehow... since firday... though we agreed on option C... somehow... the next few days... i tot i was leaving out plan 2... maybe i was wrong... maybe i think too much... but i kinda enjoyed it... haha.. thanks for let the 3 days passed happily....
how do i feel now? lost... lost... and lost... cos i really dont noe wats on your mind... and you are not telling me about it... i tot i noe... but apparently... i think you yourself also have no idea wats on ur mind... or maybe you are just too tired to tell me... maybe i should really go buy DVD...
will you sms me tomorrow? will i still get a good morning message from you? are you asleep already? are you thinking of how to answer me? are you as worried as me? are you having sleepless nights again? will you remember to eat tomorrow? will i get to see you tomorrow? or have you at this point of time already deleted my number off your handphone?
if there was a reset button in everything... i guess... this is a suitiuation where we should press this button... not because i want to forget everything... but rather i noe that we are at a suituation that we just can make any desision..
So.. in the end... do i hate you for not replying my sms? nope... i noe you need time... but please dont take to long... this is a 'wait' that i will not have fun in... even if you want to avoid me.. please let me noe... so i noe that.. from now on... i will noe when to appear and when to disappear...
i said before... its not that i am stupid... but i just chose to act dumb when it comes to you... but this time round... i am really lost at wat you want... actrually... i think i noe the answer le... but the truth hurts.. just let me be in this dream for a night more.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Pretenders.
Don’t noe scince when, it seems like everyone around me can pretend very well… acting dumb seems to be like as easy as drinking water… damn it… people and learning fast and are becoming good in this game… every1 is like that… my boss… my friends… my colleague… I don’t believe you all are fake.. just that sometimes.. its better to act like nothing has happen before…
As for this and that… wat and wat… huh and humm… just let it be.. if you chose to tell… I will chose to listen… if you chose to keep quiet… I will chose to stay happy? Wahahaha.. don’t know wat I am typing… actually need not noe wat I am typing also.. its late at night le… and I dont have the mood to carry on… too tired le… maybe its time I should really think about stopping… after all… I think I need some rest… its getting too unhealthy for me…
Run... run... RUN!!!!
As for this and that… wat and wat… huh and humm… just let it be.. if you chose to tell… I will chose to listen… if you chose to keep quiet… I will chose to stay happy? Wahahaha.. don’t know wat I am typing… actually need not noe wat I am typing also.. its late at night le… and I dont have the mood to carry on… too tired le… maybe its time I should really think about stopping… after all… I think I need some rest… its getting too unhealthy for me…
Run... run... RUN!!!!
Friday, April 04, 2008
Monthly Special - Ramdom Blog!
12.47 - dont feel like sleeping....
12.47 - dont feel like thinking anymore...
12.48 - !!! the game i play.. the song so er xin...
12.52 - wasted my time on a stupid game!
12.53 - really want to noe wats going through your head...
12.53 - But i respect you... will not force you....
12.54 - bring molly out tomorrow.. shit...
12.55 - elieen convo tomorrow... will leave work early...
12.55 - should i skip class...??
12.56 - Since when, wat you doing is the only thing we like to say...?
12.56 - its going to be one soon...
12.56 - hate to think... but i am a bear... i have to think...
12.58 - i will try to be happy...
12.59 - please try to be also...
01.00 - Its one le!!!
01.01 - if only i can leave home...
01.01 - i am going crazy...
01.02 - there will be peace if everyone in the world can talk...
01.03 - should i have a new blog? haha...
01.03 - shall go changi to meet AL and vic for lunch one day..
01.04 - seems like tonight is still young....
01.05 - seems like i can dont sleep again...
01.06 - maybe i am wrong... maybe i will sleep...
01.07 - will things really be better is i shut up ?
01.08 - feel like sweepimg me floor...
01.09 - dont slap me!! haha...
01.10 - i think i think too much...
01.11 - the world dont revolve around me...
01.12 - power nap!
01.13 - end of power nap!
01.13 - time to pee...
01.15 - thats a long pee... haha...
01.16 - must shut up... cant ask!!!
01.16 - look at games! Stop thinking..
01.23 - this game is quiet fun...
01.25 - shit.. the game it not working... brain still thinking...
01.26 - locations!!!
01.32 - if you cant answer the Q... is it consdier a Q in the first place ?
01.36 - the game lasted me for some time... YEah!
01.37 - lets see whos online...
01.38 - wat the hell... its 1.38... not many ppl online de leh... stupid...
01.41 - need a power nap again...
02.08 -finished!!1
haah
12.47 - dont feel like thinking anymore...
12.48 - !!! the game i play.. the song so er xin...
12.52 - wasted my time on a stupid game!
12.53 - really want to noe wats going through your head...
12.53 - But i respect you... will not force you....
12.54 - bring molly out tomorrow.. shit...
12.55 - elieen convo tomorrow... will leave work early...
12.55 - should i skip class...??
12.56 - Since when, wat you doing is the only thing we like to say...?
12.56 - its going to be one soon...
12.56 - hate to think... but i am a bear... i have to think...
12.58 - i will try to be happy...
12.59 - please try to be also...
01.00 - Its one le!!!
01.01 - if only i can leave home...
01.01 - i am going crazy...
01.02 - there will be peace if everyone in the world can talk...
01.03 - should i have a new blog? haha...
01.03 - shall go changi to meet AL and vic for lunch one day..
01.04 - seems like tonight is still young....
01.05 - seems like i can dont sleep again...
01.06 - maybe i am wrong... maybe i will sleep...
01.07 - will things really be better is i shut up ?
01.08 - feel like sweepimg me floor...
01.09 - dont slap me!! haha...
01.10 - i think i think too much...
01.11 - the world dont revolve around me...
01.12 - power nap!
01.13 - end of power nap!
01.13 - time to pee...
01.15 - thats a long pee... haha...
01.16 - must shut up... cant ask!!!
01.16 - look at games! Stop thinking..
01.23 - this game is quiet fun...
01.25 - shit.. the game it not working... brain still thinking...
01.26 - locations!!!
01.32 - if you cant answer the Q... is it consdier a Q in the first place ?
01.36 - the game lasted me for some time... YEah!
01.37 - lets see whos online...
01.38 - wat the hell... its 1.38... not many ppl online de leh... stupid...
01.41 - need a power nap again...
02.08 -finished!!1
haah
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
sometimes...
it is scary that... sometimes... you find out things that you dont 1 2 noe..
it is scary that... sometimes... there are somethings that you are dying to noe...
it is scary that... sometimes... there are things that you noe...
tot i saw something today.... but hope i am wrong.. but if it is true.. haha... i guess... better its like that... who am i to judge..
sometimes... things dont turn out the way you think they will.. but wat the hack.. who are you to control it... sometimes... if things dont turn out the way you want them to... maybe its better? or is it worst ? humm... life sux... shit happens...
seems like i'm in lots of shit... but wats new... thanks to me boss... i think i will be around longer than i tot... whahaha... will there be an end to it? maybe... or maybe... in the end... i still cant take the temptation... afterall... its its not that i hate the job... but when shit happens... running seems to be the best option...
its a super long night... a super quiet night... a night that i have to get use too... a night which once, i pass throught everyday, but now seems different... i guess it just how lifes goes...
looks like my new york trip is further than i tot... i hate to leave... but i have to go... boss ar... stop making me feel that i make the wrong choice by leaving...
i am not stupid... but i chose to be dumb when it comes to you...
it is scary that... sometimes... there are somethings that you are dying to noe...
it is scary that... sometimes... there are things that you noe...
tot i saw something today.... but hope i am wrong.. but if it is true.. haha... i guess... better its like that... who am i to judge..
sometimes... things dont turn out the way you think they will.. but wat the hack.. who are you to control it... sometimes... if things dont turn out the way you want them to... maybe its better? or is it worst ? humm... life sux... shit happens...
seems like i'm in lots of shit... but wats new... thanks to me boss... i think i will be around longer than i tot... whahaha... will there be an end to it? maybe... or maybe... in the end... i still cant take the temptation... afterall... its its not that i hate the job... but when shit happens... running seems to be the best option...
its a super long night... a super quiet night... a night that i have to get use too... a night which once, i pass throught everyday, but now seems different... i guess it just how lifes goes...
looks like my new york trip is further than i tot... i hate to leave... but i have to go... boss ar... stop making me feel that i make the wrong choice by leaving...
i am not stupid... but i chose to be dumb when it comes to you...
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Back from Penang and alive!
Finally! finished the filming in penang... haha!! everything went well i guess... had fun there and... i am now offical an idian... haha... ok lar... maybe not that black... but still darker lar... wahhaha... can see the2 diff skin colour tone... haha
singapore's very much the same after 1 week... but it seems talking now is rather tiring.. dont understand lar.. haha..want to blog more about how i feel after this trip... but too tired... dont noe where to start... but to keep it simple... things seems to have change... or should i put it... things should change.. whahaha.... Tried!
oh yar... haha... 2 people ask me just right after i came back form penang... 'so... still thinking of quiting?'... haha... humm... i guess... hum.. YAR!? haha...
singapore's very much the same after 1 week... but it seems talking now is rather tiring.. dont understand lar.. haha..want to blog more about how i feel after this trip... but too tired... dont noe where to start... but to keep it simple... things seems to have change... or should i put it... things should change.. whahaha.... Tried!
oh yar... haha... 2 people ask me just right after i came back form penang... 'so... still thinking of quiting?'... haha... humm... i guess... hum.. YAR!? haha...
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
In The End
So in the end... you still did not come online... i still did not call you... they still did not email me... i still enjoying my wait and..... my life is like hell now!
Monday, February 04, 2008
MSN
Sometimes... its just wierd to know that you have 100 people on your msn... but you are only wating for that one singale person to come online to talk to you...
Sometimes... its just wierd to know that there are 100 people in your contact list... but you are only thinking of call one person....
humm.... somethings.... you can send our 100 emails... but you only one that only 1 sponser to reply you with a yes...
sometimes in life... you are only waiting for that break.... but have it ever occur to you, sometimes, after waiting, you just get too use to waiting.... when the break comes... you will be enjoying your 'wait' that you can be bothered with your break throught.....
so at the end of the day, everyone spent their whole life waiting for that moment only....
Sometimes... its just wierd to know that there are 100 people in your contact list... but you are only thinking of call one person....
humm.... somethings.... you can send our 100 emails... but you only one that only 1 sponser to reply you with a yes...
sometimes in life... you are only waiting for that break.... but have it ever occur to you, sometimes, after waiting, you just get too use to waiting.... when the break comes... you will be enjoying your 'wait' that you can be bothered with your break throught.....
so at the end of the day, everyone spent their whole life waiting for that moment only....
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Ramdom thoughts... part3 i think..
Wahahhahahah super long did not blog.... time to blog again... cos... super bored... thought got alot of things to do.... lets go!
10.43 - everyone around me is getting married....
10.43 - i am still single...
10.43 - i really need to use the toliet...
10.45 - i finish peeing...
10.45 - i am talking to 3 ppl on msn...
10.46 - why cant we call hotdogs... hot cats...?
10.47 - i cleared me table yesterday.. and its messy now....
10.48 - i should not have start the married topic with me firend...
10.48 - he is soooo pissting me off...
10.48 - ops... suppose to bring glue to office tomorrow for Ng to sniff.... whahahaha..
10.49 - i am still a bear....
10.49 - daddy bear will be home soon....
10.50 - if the sole reason in being with someone is to make both you and him happy.. y breakup?
10.51 - why do people like batman and not robin ?
10.52 - acturally... radom blogging is really super lame....
10.53 - i am sharing my great ramdom blogging techinques...
10.54 - i am not sharing this blog with anymore people!!!!
10.54 - its scary when too many people noes how clever i am when i blog...
10.55 - i must not let too many people know how clever i am...
10.55 - all those people who knows me blog add... you lucky asses... get to gain so much knowledge.... whahahahahahah
10.57 - i am being called selfish... the last i remember.. bears dont sell fishes... they eat them...
10.58 - i am really full of rubbish...
10.58 - whats freedom when you are all alone ?
10.59 - i stil have not do me survey form...
10.59 - i hope ppl watched birdy....
11.00 - shit.. can you find me blog with the text i copied to you?
11.01 - baby bear... you are not so clever afterall... whahahahah...
11.03 - i blog once in a blue moon...
11.03 - the moon is blue today!!!!!
11.06 - dion is online!!!
11.06 - i am soooo dying to go newyork to have a starbuck coffee....
11.07 - super sian....
11.07 - didi bear has gone to sleep...
11.07 - shit... i have to burn cd....
11.08 - i hope my namecards are back in me drawers tomorrow...
11.17 - i need a pen!!!!
11.23 - i shall end this blog... no moood....
10.43 - everyone around me is getting married....
10.43 - i am still single...
10.43 - i really need to use the toliet...
10.45 - i finish peeing...
10.45 - i am talking to 3 ppl on msn...
10.46 - why cant we call hotdogs... hot cats...?
10.47 - i cleared me table yesterday.. and its messy now....
10.48 - i should not have start the married topic with me firend...
10.48 - he is soooo pissting me off...
10.48 - ops... suppose to bring glue to office tomorrow for Ng to sniff.... whahahaha..
10.49 - i am still a bear....
10.49 - daddy bear will be home soon....
10.50 - if the sole reason in being with someone is to make both you and him happy.. y breakup?
10.51 - why do people like batman and not robin ?
10.52 - acturally... radom blogging is really super lame....
10.53 - i am sharing my great ramdom blogging techinques...
10.54 - i am not sharing this blog with anymore people!!!!
10.54 - its scary when too many people noes how clever i am when i blog...
10.55 - i must not let too many people know how clever i am...
10.55 - all those people who knows me blog add... you lucky asses... get to gain so much knowledge.... whahahahahahah
10.57 - i am being called selfish... the last i remember.. bears dont sell fishes... they eat them...
10.58 - i am really full of rubbish...
10.58 - whats freedom when you are all alone ?
10.59 - i stil have not do me survey form...
10.59 - i hope ppl watched birdy....
11.00 - shit.. can you find me blog with the text i copied to you?
11.01 - baby bear... you are not so clever afterall... whahahahah...
11.03 - i blog once in a blue moon...
11.03 - the moon is blue today!!!!!
11.06 - dion is online!!!
11.06 - i am soooo dying to go newyork to have a starbuck coffee....
11.07 - super sian....
11.07 - didi bear has gone to sleep...
11.07 - shit... i have to burn cd....
11.08 - i hope my namecards are back in me drawers tomorrow...
11.17 - i need a pen!!!!
11.23 - i shall end this blog... no moood....
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