4 months into my work and the thought i will always get is.... i think i am going to quit after this project... hai... super stress... i tot i can take stress.. but trust me... you dont noe stress untill you met him in person.... should you continue to work in a place that you like and stay super stress...?? hai.... but all is will lar... going on a hoilday soon... i think my leave was approved cos me boos afriad i quit ba... haha...
the only reason stoping me from quiting now.... humm... should be because i felt responsible to me boss... i dont have a new job yet... i would look like a loser to stay in a job for only 4 month... but... the pressure is onl high... who noe wat i will do...
sound like i am super sad with me job..? ok lar... just not use to the stress yet ba... anyway... see this project finish first... so far... i think the percentage is 40/60...it may decress or incress... cant tell yet... but... i only live young once... i dont 1 2 live with fear everyday....
Friday, November 02, 2007
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Concert??? CONCERT!!!!
firstly, i would like to start of with, i am still alife... not dead yet... as many of you may hope and wish... wahhaa... anyway... just did not have the mood... or felt that nothing happening in me life so far to blog. BUT!!! after yesterday, all the mood is back!!
When i first heard chen qi zhen having a concert in sg... i was like... sg got market me... sg ppl all shallow de leh... like s.h.e de leh... whahahah... eventhought i dont really noe her song... i still went for her concert... firstly cos i noe... she will not disappoint me... and me friend was begging me... whahahaha... or i think she was lar.. haha... so how was her concert....
i think i will think of it this way... the whole concert was like water... whaha... me and my water... haha... anyway.. why is it like water... imagine... water at the top of the mountian... where there are little greens at the side and some red little berries by the bushes... the small and little stream of water flowing down slowly... the purest of clean and tasty water.... that is her voice.... so clear.. so clean... so gentle...
as the water flows down... to the middle part of the mountain, the speed increase... and more water flows together.. thats like her singing some faster beat songs... thought fast and powerful, being water, it is still clear... so refreshing..
at the end of the mountian, as the water gushes down... splashing out to the surrounding land.. the impact that it is bring to the surrounds... the beating of the waters... like the rythms of the fast rock songs... ongoing... but with a calming effect... a beat that one will never get tired of listening... a tune where all of use long to hear, but are sooo carried away with the city lights and traffice noise...
At the end... water flows to the big ocean... where it is ablde to move around freely... in the big space... where it is in the open... no bounders... no walls... just mixing and moving around... that is chen qi zhen.... no matter how she sings her song... matter how the songs sound like... her voice is still as pure as the stream of pure mountian water.... clear, clean, pure, and evergoing.
and in the whole concert, our roles are the little small grey fishes.... that flows down with the water... to the big ocean... enjoying every single bits of the water rubbing onto our scales... one word.... SUPER SHOKE!!!
the concert was just great... we where standing on our chairs... singing away to the few little songs that we noe... enjoying every monent of it... enjoying she coming to the stage telling us... i dont noe how to talk much... lets just sing!!!! HIGH!!!!! WE HAD 5!!!!!! FIVE!!! ENCORES!!! ITS NEVER ENDING!!! we were still singing even when the lights are still on... and she was still jaming away.... its like... we all need not go home... its like...the monent stoped at that piece of summer... the guys from unusal was like... COULD SHE STOPING COMING OUT... WE WANT TO GO HOME.... but.... who cares.... she sang.... we sang... it was super high... we had to be chased out of the hall... BUT WHO cares!!!!!!! haha... super super super great... never imagine... it whould be so high... never thought singaporeans... would shout encore till like... the monent when weleft malaysia... and called ourslefs sinagpore... its like... it will never happen... but... it did...
to conclude..... the concert was super shoke... lucky i went... and i will go again... next time... with my helmet... i promise..!! i will go back!! i will learn every single song... its just soo high... we drank too much coke.... its time we go back to wts good for us... plain, ut pure and tasty water!!!
CHEN QI ZHEN!!! I WILL AWAIT YOUR RETURN..!!! WITH MY HELMET..!!!!
When i first heard chen qi zhen having a concert in sg... i was like... sg got market me... sg ppl all shallow de leh... like s.h.e de leh... whahahah... eventhought i dont really noe her song... i still went for her concert... firstly cos i noe... she will not disappoint me... and me friend was begging me... whahahaha... or i think she was lar.. haha... so how was her concert....
i think i will think of it this way... the whole concert was like water... whaha... me and my water... haha... anyway.. why is it like water... imagine... water at the top of the mountian... where there are little greens at the side and some red little berries by the bushes... the small and little stream of water flowing down slowly... the purest of clean and tasty water.... that is her voice.... so clear.. so clean... so gentle...
as the water flows down... to the middle part of the mountain, the speed increase... and more water flows together.. thats like her singing some faster beat songs... thought fast and powerful, being water, it is still clear... so refreshing..
at the end of the mountian, as the water gushes down... splashing out to the surrounding land.. the impact that it is bring to the surrounds... the beating of the waters... like the rythms of the fast rock songs... ongoing... but with a calming effect... a beat that one will never get tired of listening... a tune where all of use long to hear, but are sooo carried away with the city lights and traffice noise...
At the end... water flows to the big ocean... where it is ablde to move around freely... in the big space... where it is in the open... no bounders... no walls... just mixing and moving around... that is chen qi zhen.... no matter how she sings her song... matter how the songs sound like... her voice is still as pure as the stream of pure mountian water.... clear, clean, pure, and evergoing.
and in the whole concert, our roles are the little small grey fishes.... that flows down with the water... to the big ocean... enjoying every single bits of the water rubbing onto our scales... one word.... SUPER SHOKE!!!
the concert was just great... we where standing on our chairs... singing away to the few little songs that we noe... enjoying every monent of it... enjoying she coming to the stage telling us... i dont noe how to talk much... lets just sing!!!! HIGH!!!!! WE HAD 5!!!!!! FIVE!!! ENCORES!!! ITS NEVER ENDING!!! we were still singing even when the lights are still on... and she was still jaming away.... its like... we all need not go home... its like...the monent stoped at that piece of summer... the guys from unusal was like... COULD SHE STOPING COMING OUT... WE WANT TO GO HOME.... but.... who cares.... she sang.... we sang... it was super high... we had to be chased out of the hall... BUT WHO cares!!!!!!! haha... super super super great... never imagine... it whould be so high... never thought singaporeans... would shout encore till like... the monent when weleft malaysia... and called ourslefs sinagpore... its like... it will never happen... but... it did...
to conclude..... the concert was super shoke... lucky i went... and i will go again... next time... with my helmet... i promise..!! i will go back!! i will learn every single song... its just soo high... we drank too much coke.... its time we go back to wts good for us... plain, ut pure and tasty water!!!
CHEN QI ZHEN!!! I WILL AWAIT YOUR RETURN..!!! WITH MY HELMET..!!!!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Work..
3 weeks into me work.... humm... how is it leh.... is ok the word used for this work... whahaha.... so far so gd lar.... excapt... haha dont 1 2 say also... just that... any job i do... its nv gd enough for mrs koh... so let it be...
heehee.... so in this 3 weeks... wat have i learnt... humm.... name cards are very important.... i can still pass of as a student....i am way behind time in me locations.... u meet alot of diff ppl... from lending you locations with out thinking.... to 'wat can i get of of this'.... Me*****rp is super cheapsake... i am normally late for work... me boss drives my dream car.... oh yar....!!! its owe money pay money not.. O $ P $..... haha....
so.... wat have i got all of all this.... hummm... me like shit pay.... a stack of useless name cards.... i pass that will give me access to everywhere in office but if u forget to bring... u cannot go canteen eat lunch.... a weekly update of free i-weekly.... and... humm... endless stress...??? hahah...
so thats about it so far... nothing much to say laio lar... cos... no comments.... hahah.... oh yar... me boss call me ah girl cos some 1 in office call grace laio... -_-
heehee.... so in this 3 weeks... wat have i learnt... humm.... name cards are very important.... i can still pass of as a student....i am way behind time in me locations.... u meet alot of diff ppl... from lending you locations with out thinking.... to 'wat can i get of of this'.... Me*****rp is super cheapsake... i am normally late for work... me boss drives my dream car.... oh yar....!!! its owe money pay money not.. O $ P $..... haha....
so.... wat have i got all of all this.... hummm... me like shit pay.... a stack of useless name cards.... i pass that will give me access to everywhere in office but if u forget to bring... u cannot go canteen eat lunch.... a weekly update of free i-weekly.... and... humm... endless stress...??? hahah...
so thats about it so far... nothing much to say laio lar... cos... no comments.... hahah.... oh yar... me boss call me ah girl cos some 1 in office call grace laio... -_-
Monday, July 02, 2007
First Day...
First at office... how was it...?? haha ok lar... went out in the morning... had lunch outside.... than went back office... find some places that i need to find... than.... went out again.... haha... came back.... clear up abit... sit sit... act dumb act dumb... than..... Xia Ban...!!!! wahhahah.... acturally.... it is so far so good... heehee enjoying so far... heehee
Sunday, July 01, 2007
count down..
counting down to my big day... in a few hrs time.... i am going to start working already... haha... excited... scared.... nervious.... haha... dont noe how it will be like... haha... so... for a start... to respect my work... i will be sleeping early... haha... and... in a long time... i will be having breakfest.. wahaha... so exciting... haha... anyway... i dont noe wat i saying... just to indicate to me self.... starting from tomorrow.... i am offical working... wahha.. no longer awu ye you ming... haha.... wish me gd luck... will be going to bed already.... haha... bye~~~ wonder how long this job will last... wahhaha...
Friday, June 29, 2007
it is offical!!!
today!! it is offical!!! i no longer belong to the 2.9 % of people in sg....!!! i have offical sold my soul to mediacrops....
i am no longer a free soul!!! wahhahahah... but how come i feel happy about it... wahhaha...
anyway... their meeting is in canto and their documents are in chinese.... wat have i got my self into.... wahhahaha......
anyway.... just 1 2 thank dadi~~~~ thank you~~~
i am no longer a free soul!!! wahhahahah... but how come i feel happy about it... wahhaha...
anyway... their meeting is in canto and their documents are in chinese.... wat have i got my self into.... wahhahaha......
anyway.... just 1 2 thank dadi~~~~ thank you~~~
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
happy birthday
it just came to me.... cos today happen to be a gd firends bday.... i dont really remember alot of ppls birhtday... haha... let see how many i noe ar... haha... i will not name names lar... cos its hurting... whahaha....
lets see... i remember ella's... and 4 other firends... on of which is sharing the same bday as ella... ahah... the other 3 bda almost the same date.. so abit easier...
as for the rest of the ppl... not that i dont remeber urs.... haha... is to me... you are sepcial everyday... not only on ur bday.... wahhahahah....
like that you all feel better ???
anyway... Maggie Tan Mei Qi!!!! Happy Birthday!!!
lets see... i remember ella's... and 4 other firends... on of which is sharing the same bday as ella... ahah... the other 3 bda almost the same date.. so abit easier...
as for the rest of the ppl... not that i dont remeber urs.... haha... is to me... you are sepcial everyday... not only on ur bday.... wahhahahah....
like that you all feel better ???
anyway... Maggie Tan Mei Qi!!!! Happy Birthday!!!
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Ramdom thoughts...
was talking to a firend just now.... trying to tell her shi lian dont be sad... so have a few thoughts that pop up... will leave it as a statement only.. will not try to explain... cos... still feeling sian..
she is single now... and not use to it...
there are 101 reason you fall inlove...
but only do it for the only 1 rite reason...
do it cos u really love the person....
i just got a new song.... i give u gatsby...
we only like what we have, and love what we don't have...
ppl are sian for 101 reason....
but i am sian... cos i am tooo sian.....
ai lian more xin ku or shi lian more xi ku ?
over 2 months le... me firend still so sad...
i ahve alot of typos...
but its asshole... not arshole.....
going interview tues... hope things will turn out fine....
reacently... i really not ok...
have not been thinking stright....
i think somethign wrong with me brian...
qiao ling starting sch le... she is sad...
i think this kind of post alot easier....
no need to explain....
nothing is forever but y is there this word...
if u like/ love a person... let them noe...
if u 1 2 fen shou.... dont hold back....
cheryl's msn pic super cute...
once again... no one online to talk to...
the night still seems super long....
wat am i goign to do tomorrow...
i think... reacently... you qing really zhou xia po...
teachers now adays also chiong....
the person i want to talk to is not around....
my printer no ink le...
beark up take 5 mins to say.... but i love u seems like it will talk forever...
feel so sad for me firend...
i still owe qiao ling alot of photos...
i did a test online.... i think is super true...!!!
did another 1... still ok lar... wahhaha
alll qiao lings fault...
all her online test....
i think she really very free...
do u think there is a limit to the amount of things i can type...
the test i did... : You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.
Stop saying i am a guy....
i am soo bored... i am doing online test....
Mr. Koh bluff me about japan....
still doing lame tests...
it turns out... i am a afternoon person...
my ear super itchy....
i am a gd firend... the test said soo.....
apperantly...my life is worth $614,500
i am told i am acting like a 16 year old...
Chen qiao is much worst than me!!!
i think we really very board...
so sain....
the superhero i am is batman.... wahhahah
i found out something....
this blog is open for over an hr le... whahahah...
i am really a bear!!!!
i did enough test le!
read alot...!!!
tonight seems like a boring night...
do ppl naturally change to be better ?
cant help but think all hell will break loss if i am living alone abroad....
but some times... cant help but think i may be happier...
i did the death test again... i am suppose to die at Wednesday, April 30th 2008
use to it le... suppose to die when i was 22... according to the internet... wahahhaha....
jointed down date le... shall do the test on that day!!!
already 1.... so late le!!! haha....
me jap name is Hisano Daigo
jie hui score not bad for me test... wahahha....
you regrate more for the things u did... or more the things u did not do ??
bought a jacket yesterday... was 199... paid only 76....
tshirt even more cheap... 39.90 paid 9...
found the esp of ella hosting guess guess guess!!!!
my table is still very messy....
one more day to ur birthday....
hope i remember to sms u... wahhahah
got things to see online!!!
but loading super slow...!!!
i like orange....
i think ella is super lame on guess....
they sang the jolin and david tao song?!?!?!?
Jolin won gma!!!!
a-lin sings not bad... wahhaha....
i think with ella as the host... selina talk more...
sooo... the problems lies with hebe.... whahahahha!!!!
so tired... feel like sleeping....
i think jacky cannot control ella...
so lame the show...
i got a pooh and tigger pen....
matthew sleep le....
mark still awake...
this window open for about 2 hrs le...
wahhaha....
my ear really really itchy....
who is talking bad abot me ?!?!
i very long did not take photos le...
okok... i htink i really have to go offline le...
she is single now... and not use to it...
there are 101 reason you fall inlove...
but only do it for the only 1 rite reason...
do it cos u really love the person....
i just got a new song.... i give u gatsby...
we only like what we have, and love what we don't have...
ppl are sian for 101 reason....
but i am sian... cos i am tooo sian.....
ai lian more xin ku or shi lian more xi ku ?
over 2 months le... me firend still so sad...
i ahve alot of typos...
but its asshole... not arshole.....
going interview tues... hope things will turn out fine....
reacently... i really not ok...
have not been thinking stright....
i think somethign wrong with me brian...
qiao ling starting sch le... she is sad...
i think this kind of post alot easier....
no need to explain....
nothing is forever but y is there this word...
if u like/ love a person... let them noe...
if u 1 2 fen shou.... dont hold back....
cheryl's msn pic super cute...
once again... no one online to talk to...
the night still seems super long....
wat am i goign to do tomorrow...
i think... reacently... you qing really zhou xia po...
teachers now adays also chiong....
the person i want to talk to is not around....
my printer no ink le...
beark up take 5 mins to say.... but i love u seems like it will talk forever...
feel so sad for me firend...
i still owe qiao ling alot of photos...
i did a test online.... i think is super true...!!!
did another 1... still ok lar... wahhaha
alll qiao lings fault...
all her online test....
i think she really very free...
do u think there is a limit to the amount of things i can type...
the test i did... : You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.
Stop saying i am a guy....
i am soo bored... i am doing online test....
Mr. Koh bluff me about japan....
still doing lame tests...
it turns out... i am a afternoon person...
my ear super itchy....
i am a gd firend... the test said soo.....
apperantly...my life is worth $614,500
i am told i am acting like a 16 year old...
Chen qiao is much worst than me!!!
i think we really very board...
so sain....
the superhero i am is batman.... wahhahah
i found out something....
this blog is open for over an hr le... whahahah...
i am really a bear!!!!
i did enough test le!
read alot...!!!
tonight seems like a boring night...
do ppl naturally change to be better ?
cant help but think all hell will break loss if i am living alone abroad....
but some times... cant help but think i may be happier...
i did the death test again... i am suppose to die at Wednesday, April 30th 2008
use to it le... suppose to die when i was 22... according to the internet... wahahhaha....
jointed down date le... shall do the test on that day!!!
already 1.... so late le!!! haha....
me jap name is Hisano Daigo
jie hui score not bad for me test... wahahha....
you regrate more for the things u did... or more the things u did not do ??
bought a jacket yesterday... was 199... paid only 76....
tshirt even more cheap... 39.90 paid 9...
found the esp of ella hosting guess guess guess!!!!
my table is still very messy....
one more day to ur birthday....
hope i remember to sms u... wahhahah
got things to see online!!!
but loading super slow...!!!
i like orange....
i think ella is super lame on guess....
they sang the jolin and david tao song?!?!?!?
Jolin won gma!!!!
a-lin sings not bad... wahhaha....
i think with ella as the host... selina talk more...
sooo... the problems lies with hebe.... whahahahha!!!!
so tired... feel like sleeping....
i think jacky cannot control ella...
so lame the show...
i got a pooh and tigger pen....
matthew sleep le....
mark still awake...
this window open for about 2 hrs le...
wahhaha....
my ear really really itchy....
who is talking bad abot me ?!?!
i very long did not take photos le...
okok... i htink i really have to go offline le...
A lame firend...
i have a lame firend... wah laio... just now call her... tell me she with her bf... WHEN SHE SAID SHE GOING TO BE SINGLE FOR 2 YEARS!!! haha...
her excuss.... cos you qing zhou xia bo... no 1 entertain her... wah..... like that win laio loh... whahahah... if thats the case... me as her firend.... also you qing zhou xia bo... how? wahahaha... got funny rite...
i think... single ppl can get use to life being single... but singe (people that break up with bfs) can never get use to life being single ba... wahhahaha
her excuss.... cos you qing zhou xia bo... no 1 entertain her... wah..... like that win laio loh... whahahah... if thats the case... me as her firend.... also you qing zhou xia bo... how? wahahaha... got funny rite...
i think... single ppl can get use to life being single... but singe (people that break up with bfs) can never get use to life being single ba... wahhahaha
Saturday, June 23, 2007
The Story about digging holes...
hahahaha.... i found a new pharse to say recently.... dont dig holes for me... hahah... super lame... super funny...
dont noe y... recently... alot of ppl around me like to dig holes for me to jump in... it just sounds funny...
so... acturally... there is nothing much to say... just that... my favorite phase recently is dont dig holes... whahahah
dont noe y... recently... alot of ppl around me like to dig holes for me to jump in... it just sounds funny...
so... acturally... there is nothing much to say... just that... my favorite phase recently is dont dig holes... whahahah
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Sian
very sian... so come in to blog how sian i am... cos i got nothing better to do online... so i decided to come blog about mine sian life... where everything around me is so sian... haha... its just sian...
want to blog alot of things... but too sian to write... haha... dont noe y.. just sian... no1 online that i feel like chating too... how sian i am.... sian untill i dont even feel like playing game... i think i am in deep shit....
do u find that the internet links up the whole world... but... the whole world may not 1 2 link themself up with u... wahahha... anyway... just to sian to explain that though...
btw... for all the people who did mine test.... I HATE NIGHT TIME THE MOST! haha...
people normal dont noe what they want... but they noe wat they dont 1... is it because.... chen jing yong you??
the last time i will eat before i die is durian...
i am going to continue to leave this window on till i going to sleep....
when did msn nick became part of ur mood ?
feel like doing something i like but i cant...
i think i should go bath... but too sian....
will some 1 ever be too sian of being sian ?
s.h.e is on uweekly and they look horrible!
i believe some things i blog here... i regrate...
my mood is still not very good... so leave me alone!
matthew is not home yet!!! (12.33am)
i think me mama will come out of her room to shout at me soon....
jolin won GMA... what the hell....
nothing online is intresting now...
cheryl - i am with you... wonder who she is with... wahhaha
feel like asking me boss again if he need people... but that would sound desprate...
but i am desprate!
wondering should i go sleep now...
cant help but think i am useless...
there is really nothing i can see online...
some idiot just come online... i hope he dont msn me...
my bro who is in dubai is online!!!!
jiu hui is online too!!!
i miss her... cos dadi beats her ifs she is around....
dadi is online too....
where is ah ma... she not online....
i think mark's as lame as me... ' i go the places all sand de' -_-
shrek box office beat Pirates
y humans have to work...
suddenly jie hui and mark have to go sleep... humm... r they together... wahhaha
feel like going out....
i am a bear...
got a dinner to attent to this week...
super long did nto play habbo...
super afriad me mama will come out of her room...
s.h.e coming to sg soon... sianzzz....
matthew is home!!!
i think i hear something like a bang...
lucky matthew did not bang the car....
its going to be 1 soon!!!
can watch yu le bai fen bai...
humans are easily misunderstood becasue they think too much or because they dont think...
i got 22 mails... but none are for interviews...
i think i really super sian....
dont like to use mine brain... but always have to use...
i am 23 le!!! no long young...
its spelled as asshole not arsehole...
most of me firends dont noe i have blog...
i have alot of secrets.... wahhahaha
i was happiest when i was staying in melboure...
i want to go there open farm...
now adays... no one use p.s.
will i get to go japan ?
me hp no battery....
i hitnk i going to sleep soon...
i will be a gd employee....
my song finishing....
my table is quiet messy...
my song finish le...
so is this blog.....
in the end.... its still all sian.....
want to blog alot of things... but too sian to write... haha... dont noe y.. just sian... no1 online that i feel like chating too... how sian i am.... sian untill i dont even feel like playing game... i think i am in deep shit....
do u find that the internet links up the whole world... but... the whole world may not 1 2 link themself up with u... wahahha... anyway... just to sian to explain that though...
btw... for all the people who did mine test.... I HATE NIGHT TIME THE MOST! haha...
people normal dont noe what they want... but they noe wat they dont 1... is it because.... chen jing yong you??
the last time i will eat before i die is durian...
i am going to continue to leave this window on till i going to sleep....
when did msn nick became part of ur mood ?
feel like doing something i like but i cant...
i think i should go bath... but too sian....
will some 1 ever be too sian of being sian ?
s.h.e is on uweekly and they look horrible!
i believe some things i blog here... i regrate...
my mood is still not very good... so leave me alone!
matthew is not home yet!!! (12.33am)
i think me mama will come out of her room to shout at me soon....
jolin won GMA... what the hell....
nothing online is intresting now...
cheryl - i am with you... wonder who she is with... wahhaha
feel like asking me boss again if he need people... but that would sound desprate...
but i am desprate!
wondering should i go sleep now...
cant help but think i am useless...
there is really nothing i can see online...
some idiot just come online... i hope he dont msn me...
my bro who is in dubai is online!!!!
jiu hui is online too!!!
i miss her... cos dadi beats her ifs she is around....
dadi is online too....
where is ah ma... she not online....
i think mark's as lame as me... ' i go the places all sand de' -_-
shrek box office beat Pirates
y humans have to work...
suddenly jie hui and mark have to go sleep... humm... r they together... wahhaha
feel like going out....
i am a bear...
got a dinner to attent to this week...
super long did nto play habbo...
super afriad me mama will come out of her room...
s.h.e coming to sg soon... sianzzz....
matthew is home!!!
i think i hear something like a bang...
lucky matthew did not bang the car....
its going to be 1 soon!!!
can watch yu le bai fen bai...
humans are easily misunderstood becasue they think too much or because they dont think...
i got 22 mails... but none are for interviews...
i think i really super sian....
dont like to use mine brain... but always have to use...
i am 23 le!!! no long young...
its spelled as asshole not arsehole...
most of me firends dont noe i have blog...
i have alot of secrets.... wahhahaha
i was happiest when i was staying in melboure...
i want to go there open farm...
now adays... no one use p.s.
will i get to go japan ?
me hp no battery....
i hitnk i going to sleep soon...
i will be a gd employee....
my song finishing....
my table is quiet messy...
my song finish le...
so is this blog.....
in the end.... its still all sian.....
Friday, June 15, 2007
Recently
reacently... very easily being pisst off... easily ticked off... easily irritated... so... to me firends.... dont talk to me... unless its super important... if not i will feel like dying talking to u all.... dont ask out unless its a must... or i ask u all out... i noe i am being unfair... mean.... evil... bastard... selfish... but i cannot help it... at a time like this... dont force me to do things i dont like... or i will just be super pisst me off...
recently... my patients is running super low to almost every1 or everything around me... so.. like i say.. dont talk to me unless u think wat u say can make me hapy... that simple... dont ask me stupid Question about how is my job... r u going to learn dring... IT MY LIFE... SO SCREW ALL OF U IF U ALL THINK U ALL CAN U ALL NOE ME WELL AND CAN HELP ME... super pisst off... even writing this blog.. now u all now.... how easily i can be tick off....
so i am very sorry... but like i say... i just can help it... leave me alone.. till i am better.... till i get things sort out... if not... i may even shout or pick a fight with u... unable to controlling myself is the least of all my problems now.... so dont say i did not tell u...
recently... my patients is running super low to almost every1 or everything around me... so.. like i say.. dont talk to me unless u think wat u say can make me hapy... that simple... dont ask me stupid Question about how is my job... r u going to learn dring... IT MY LIFE... SO SCREW ALL OF U IF U ALL THINK U ALL CAN U ALL NOE ME WELL AND CAN HELP ME... super pisst off... even writing this blog.. now u all now.... how easily i can be tick off....
so i am very sorry... but like i say... i just can help it... leave me alone.. till i am better.... till i get things sort out... if not... i may even shout or pick a fight with u... unable to controlling myself is the least of all my problems now.... so dont say i did not tell u...
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Blog For the sake of bloging...
just feel like blogging... cos alot of thinks to say... but cannot find a gd topic name... whahaha.... really alot of things to say... but dont noe where to start... dont noe how to start also... start with a friend first ba...
to a during exam but breaking up with bf firend... haha... cos they alway break up and patch back de lar... nothing new... haha... anyway... this is a song that i remeber... for u lar... haha...
有生之年
分手总是难免
说变就变
谁能给我们几十年一百年
趁你还爱我
答应我
离开之前
要吻我狠一点
dont noe y... just remember this song... haha... steal for a firend... something she said before... 活在當下.... break up le... let it be.... ppl change... eventhough u have him now... wat will happen in 5 years time... no point being sad for something that u noe is coming... no point patching if u noe... at the end of the day... he is not the father of ur son... no point believing that you love each other deeply if u noe... u cannot stand each other's charactor...
To another firend... believe in your dreams... you can do it de... i am still waiting for u in me xiao ding dang outfit.... and the money of 100 ablums..... eventhough.. so far no1 think your dreams are possible... i believe in u... and u r the best...
To a far away friend... i miss you... and i noe u miss singapore... but if u dont be happy about life without us... u will not be when you are back here with us... u only live once... enjoy even single moment... we will be in singapore waiting for u forever... but u noe... where and wat u do now... is not forever... dont come back singapore than regrate... even though most porb u wont... but its still a life different from now or ur future...
To a friend who has been quietly reading my blog... when things starting out anew is never easy... but u r young... so is your father... most important... dont get affect by wat ppl say... ppl say because they are weak.. you cant stop wat people think or say.. so... dont get affect by wat people say.. you life ur life for urself and ur family... not for them... you need not answer to them.. live you life happily... i mean in the office...
To a firend who thinks she dont think... or should i say... a not ture happy go lucky person... i really dont believe you dont think... cos if it is true... you will not be affect that night when we were at singapore river... u will not dont 1 to answer a simple question as wat you want to do... or u will not get affect by the questions some ppl ask you... no one is never bother about their own life... they just dont 1 2 say or show it out.. and i shall respect that... YOU DO CARE!!!
To a new friend... noe you the shortest... but seems that we are very alike... dont noe wat you are sad about... but you are sad about something... maybe u also dont noe... cos there are just too many thinks to be bother about and yet you think you life is peaceful... no one's life is peaceful... or rather... not yours... if nto... you will not cry over nothing... your sister is there le.. like it anot... accept it... its easy for me to say... but if u dont try... it will only be hard on you... wat have you got to lose... apart from a broken relationship with your sis ?
To a friend whom was once very important to me... these days... i really miss you alot... miss talking to you at night... miss waiting for you... miss doing stupid things.... eventhough we rarely meet... i believe at that point of time... we were really very gd firends... and... i am happy for you now... cos i noe you are happy...
Too myself.... when i was writing this... i felt that.... if this was going to be my last blog and i were to die tonight... i guess i will be happy... cos all the people that i want to tell something to... i did.... haha... me family...? they are more important to me... thats y they are not on this blogs... hahah... if i really die tonight... will all of you miss me ? wat have i done in this 23 years that will leave a mark on our lifes? somethings are bugging me... but i dont noe wat... or maybe i noe... but dont 1 2 think about it.? or maybe.... sometimes a best kept unknown... or maybe... i just can make up my mind on how i really feel ? humm.... so... if i were to really die tonight... i will die a clueless person...
to a during exam but breaking up with bf firend... haha... cos they alway break up and patch back de lar... nothing new... haha... anyway... this is a song that i remeber... for u lar... haha...
有生之年
分手总是难免
说变就变
谁能给我们几十年一百年
趁你还爱我
答应我
离开之前
要吻我狠一点
dont noe y... just remember this song... haha... steal for a firend... something she said before... 活在當下.... break up le... let it be.... ppl change... eventhough u have him now... wat will happen in 5 years time... no point being sad for something that u noe is coming... no point patching if u noe... at the end of the day... he is not the father of ur son... no point believing that you love each other deeply if u noe... u cannot stand each other's charactor...
To another firend... believe in your dreams... you can do it de... i am still waiting for u in me xiao ding dang outfit.... and the money of 100 ablums..... eventhough.. so far no1 think your dreams are possible... i believe in u... and u r the best...
To a far away friend... i miss you... and i noe u miss singapore... but if u dont be happy about life without us... u will not be when you are back here with us... u only live once... enjoy even single moment... we will be in singapore waiting for u forever... but u noe... where and wat u do now... is not forever... dont come back singapore than regrate... even though most porb u wont... but its still a life different from now or ur future...
To a friend who has been quietly reading my blog... when things starting out anew is never easy... but u r young... so is your father... most important... dont get affect by wat ppl say... ppl say because they are weak.. you cant stop wat people think or say.. so... dont get affect by wat people say.. you life ur life for urself and ur family... not for them... you need not answer to them.. live you life happily... i mean in the office...
To a firend who thinks she dont think... or should i say... a not ture happy go lucky person... i really dont believe you dont think... cos if it is true... you will not be affect that night when we were at singapore river... u will not dont 1 to answer a simple question as wat you want to do... or u will not get affect by the questions some ppl ask you... no one is never bother about their own life... they just dont 1 2 say or show it out.. and i shall respect that... YOU DO CARE!!!
To a new friend... noe you the shortest... but seems that we are very alike... dont noe wat you are sad about... but you are sad about something... maybe u also dont noe... cos there are just too many thinks to be bother about and yet you think you life is peaceful... no one's life is peaceful... or rather... not yours... if nto... you will not cry over nothing... your sister is there le.. like it anot... accept it... its easy for me to say... but if u dont try... it will only be hard on you... wat have you got to lose... apart from a broken relationship with your sis ?
To a friend whom was once very important to me... these days... i really miss you alot... miss talking to you at night... miss waiting for you... miss doing stupid things.... eventhough we rarely meet... i believe at that point of time... we were really very gd firends... and... i am happy for you now... cos i noe you are happy...
Too myself.... when i was writing this... i felt that.... if this was going to be my last blog and i were to die tonight... i guess i will be happy... cos all the people that i want to tell something to... i did.... haha... me family...? they are more important to me... thats y they are not on this blogs... hahah... if i really die tonight... will all of you miss me ? wat have i done in this 23 years that will leave a mark on our lifes? somethings are bugging me... but i dont noe wat... or maybe i noe... but dont 1 2 think about it.? or maybe.... sometimes a best kept unknown... or maybe... i just can make up my mind on how i really feel ? humm.... so... if i were to really die tonight... i will die a clueless person...
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Thursday, May 03, 2007
to some things to some time to some one
was talking to u online that day... than saw ur firendster... haha... happy for u... u finally did wat u were suppose to do... haha... maybe abit slow... but better late than nv... haha... as least... u noe wat u want now... haha...
i guess... we are happy... at how things turn out... some things... were nv meant to happen... some things... are better not to happen... while others... let it be... cos... at least... we both noe where we stand... and how we stand...
maybe me being happy for u is more than u being happy for urself... cos... haha... maybe i noe... u have finally use a capital letter in ur sentance... and... i can put a full stop to mine... haha... for the gd... for the bad... at least.... things turn out for the best...
anyway... gd for u... happy for u... and i hope u will stay that way... jia you... and... i hope this year chirstmas... i wil still recieve ur christmas card...
i guess... we are happy... at how things turn out... some things... were nv meant to happen... some things... are better not to happen... while others... let it be... cos... at least... we both noe where we stand... and how we stand...
maybe me being happy for u is more than u being happy for urself... cos... haha... maybe i noe... u have finally use a capital letter in ur sentance... and... i can put a full stop to mine... haha... for the gd... for the bad... at least.... things turn out for the best...
anyway... gd for u... happy for u... and i hope u will stay that way... jia you... and... i hope this year chirstmas... i wil still recieve ur christmas card...
Friday, April 27, 2007
i am sooo clever...
did something today...
made me felt clever...
or wait....
i am clever..!!!
haha... sooo....
today i was being meself...
wahhahahah!!!!
made me felt clever...
or wait....
i am clever..!!!
haha... sooo....
today i was being meself...
wahhahahah!!!!
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
Note to self....
note to self... when u 1 2 learn to juggle... trust me... dont be stupid.. DONT NOT USE GOLF BALLS... they may be small... but they pack a great punch....!!! trust me... u can ask my forehead... she has have a taste of it... -_-
big headed MaTcH^^
big headed MaTcH^^
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
New stuff...
did somethig new today... whahaha sometimes i scare meself for eing so clever... whaha... both the lights from ikea... photo printed at home on transparency... wahhaha... and... and... the light bulb... i buy cheap de...cos... i use to be a poor student... but now i a a poor jobless ass... whahaa... wait explode le... than ask mama buy gd de.... wahha... photo... also taken at home... by urs truely... whaha... so wat do u think... i think it is very nice... hahah... but some one say... very song.... wah laio... my masterpiece... wahha no wonder u going for art appriation lesson... wahhaah... ans i think i need to go to english lession.... whahaha....
New Blog...
the new blog thingy.... too me a few mintues to come in... wah laio... humm... say got added features... like i will want to write hindi... wahhahaa anyway... just to complain... those who dont noe yet... the new blog... needs u to use gmail... wah laio... hahah wonder how is xiaxue taking this... whahah!
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Thinking...
Just now was at the car talking to my firend... and...s he suddenly pop up a Q.... u very long did not blog le hor... haha!! yesterday... another friend also said somethign like that... so tonight.. i promise my friend i will blog... so she... the blog surfer got soemthing to read... while i am away for 4 days...
anyway... like i was saying... she suddenly ask... u very long did nto blog le hor... it made me think.... 2 main questions... one is... humm... when has bloging be part of ppls daily lifes... ppl blog daily... which is sacrey... come to think of it... humm... do that may people wirte diraies before there was even blogs? or... what were those people doing with thier time before thtere was blogs.... humm.. its like... i grew up with out internet... but now... i will die without it... how did i manage to life through my life when there was no internets ? humm...
another Question... blogs is so common now adays... its like... eatting dinner... but... when some 1 stop blogging... is it because that person is busy.. or lazy... or maybe... he/ she has just pass away... blog readers have no idea who's life they are reading about... wont it be sad like... i read this blog daily... and u feel soo close to this person... like u noe him soo when... but... if for example... he stop blogging one day... maybe he pass away... and.... u may unknowingly loss a soulmate... humm... scary rite... life is full or unexpection.... u dont noe wat will happen... so sad...
so.... humm... to the slient reader... u noe who u r.... if one day i suddenly pass away... dont worry... u will noe de...wahaha... u so close to me family le... they will inform u de... whaha... so maybe than... instead of me bloging.. u can come in daily and leave tags... as if i am still alive... by than... when u miss me... u tag... and other people will miss me too... haha!
anyway... like i was saying... she suddenly ask... u very long did nto blog le hor... it made me think.... 2 main questions... one is... humm... when has bloging be part of ppls daily lifes... ppl blog daily... which is sacrey... come to think of it... humm... do that may people wirte diraies before there was even blogs? or... what were those people doing with thier time before thtere was blogs.... humm.. its like... i grew up with out internet... but now... i will die without it... how did i manage to life through my life when there was no internets ? humm...
another Question... blogs is so common now adays... its like... eatting dinner... but... when some 1 stop blogging... is it because that person is busy.. or lazy... or maybe... he/ she has just pass away... blog readers have no idea who's life they are reading about... wont it be sad like... i read this blog daily... and u feel soo close to this person... like u noe him soo when... but... if for example... he stop blogging one day... maybe he pass away... and.... u may unknowingly loss a soulmate... humm... scary rite... life is full or unexpection.... u dont noe wat will happen... so sad...
so.... humm... to the slient reader... u noe who u r.... if one day i suddenly pass away... dont worry... u will noe de...wahaha... u so close to me family le... they will inform u de... whaha... so maybe than... instead of me bloging.. u can come in daily and leave tags... as if i am still alive... by than... when u miss me... u tag... and other people will miss me too... haha!
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Blog
Blog... The worlds biggest scam!!! if blogs was to be a place u write ur most untold secrets? a place to wrtie ur ture feelings... feelings that cannot be told to other ppl... a place where no one should see... y have a blog in the first place.... if the blog is online... every one noes there is not bounderes online... anythign and everythign is just a button away.... haha...than y wirte your secrets online.. y not do it in an old fashion way... the diary ? humm.. is it soo 'out' to wirte in a diary...?? is it 'in' to onw a blog... humm... the questions i ponder late into the night... whahah!!!
anyway... i am 'in' cos i got a blog... whaha... hummm hours away... will i succeed? will things turn out the way i want and hope it to be... till we find out.. till the momnet come.... till... till.... till death do us part... whahaahh....
anyway... i am 'in' cos i got a blog... whaha... hummm hours away... will i succeed? will things turn out the way i want and hope it to be... till we find out.. till the momnet come.... till... till.... till death do us part... whahaahh....
Friday, March 09, 2007
Happy Birthday Day....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally!!! after a year of pain and suffering.... i am 23 le..!!! wat a long long year.... i just finish reading the post i had last year!!! boy... that was fast... and!!! a year has passed... and so many questions have been answered...
my studies got 2nd low... thats sad... my red spots are gone.... and guess wat... instead of having stomach bleeding... it was my heart that had a tumor.... glad that is over... not alot off people can say open ur heart and show me... haha... been there... dont that... health back to 100%!!! as for the old man... quiet sad lar... he was fired out of out sch... haha...
anyway... this year birthday day is a great 1.... i had present that i wanted.... had a mini part at home... steamboat for 15 friends.... 3 pots in totall... the all u can eat pot... all vegy pot and all but no beef pot... it was fun... too bad ah mah was not there... sad....
had a pinyada (dont now how u spell) it was a hosre... matthew broke it... abit sad... but... that is wat it is for rite... haha... anyway... great great fun... will upload the photos soon... wait till me cam batt charge finish... heehee...
anyway... for this year... hope i will find a job soon... somethign that i like... and... humm... time to get a boyfirend ? whahaha!!! bao dian... and and.... wat more... wish that me heath will be still as good... world peace... blah blah blah.... haha and.. not to forget....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY TO ME AND ME MAMA BEAR!!!!!
ps. i canot believe i been calling me mama bear for over a year le..!! haha...
my studies got 2nd low... thats sad... my red spots are gone.... and guess wat... instead of having stomach bleeding... it was my heart that had a tumor.... glad that is over... not alot off people can say open ur heart and show me... haha... been there... dont that... health back to 100%!!! as for the old man... quiet sad lar... he was fired out of out sch... haha...
anyway... this year birthday day is a great 1.... i had present that i wanted.... had a mini part at home... steamboat for 15 friends.... 3 pots in totall... the all u can eat pot... all vegy pot and all but no beef pot... it was fun... too bad ah mah was not there... sad....
had a pinyada (dont now how u spell) it was a hosre... matthew broke it... abit sad... but... that is wat it is for rite... haha... anyway... great great fun... will upload the photos soon... wait till me cam batt charge finish... heehee...
anyway... for this year... hope i will find a job soon... somethign that i like... and... humm... time to get a boyfirend ? whahaha!!! bao dian... and and.... wat more... wish that me heath will be still as good... world peace... blah blah blah.... haha and.. not to forget....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY TO ME AND ME MAMA BEAR!!!!!
ps. i canot believe i been calling me mama bear for over a year le..!! haha...
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Once Upon a time....
have u ever wonder.... y when people want to tell a stry... some starts with once upon a time... ?? humm... y can they say last time... or long ago... y use 4 words when u can use 2 ??
once - at one time in the past
upon - on (in any of various senses, used as an equivalent of on with no added idea of ascent or elevation, and preferred in certain cases only for euphonic or metrical reasons)
a - each; every; per
time - duration regarded as belonging to the present life as distinct from the life to come or from eternity; finite duration.
chim.... like i say... y cant you use last time ?
once - at one time in the past
upon - on (in any of various senses, used as an equivalent of on with no added idea of ascent or elevation, and preferred in certain cases only for euphonic or metrical reasons)
a - each; every; per
time - duration regarded as belonging to the present life as distinct from the life to come or from eternity; finite duration.
chim.... like i say... y cant you use last time ?
MSN
100 People in your msn... how many do u really chat to.... so if u dont chat to all... y so u have 100 contect in ur msn ? and... have you acturally really chat to all of them before... if never... why is it there ? friends? or firend's friend?
100 People in your hp... how many do you really call...? so if u dont call to all.. y have all 100 contects in yr hp ? and did you really chat to all of them before ? if never... y is it there... ? friends ? or firend's friends?
100 people you noe... how many do u really talk to... so if u dont talk to all... are they consider your firends? is have alot of firends a good thing? the more the merrier or 3 is a crowd?
how many friends does 1 person really needs? and how many friends are really firends? friends... is many good or much better ?
how many firends do you need ? how many is the ideal no.? is one too many? if best is the ONE that is the 'goodest' that how many best firends do you have ?
just a pasing commet... i am not sad or anythign... just wondering....
100 People in your hp... how many do you really call...? so if u dont call to all.. y have all 100 contects in yr hp ? and did you really chat to all of them before ? if never... y is it there... ? friends ? or firend's friends?
100 people you noe... how many do u really talk to... so if u dont talk to all... are they consider your firends? is have alot of firends a good thing? the more the merrier or 3 is a crowd?
how many friends does 1 person really needs? and how many friends are really firends? friends... is many good or much better ?
how many firends do you need ? how many is the ideal no.? is one too many? if best is the ONE that is the 'goodest' that how many best firends do you have ?
just a pasing commet... i am not sad or anythign... just wondering....
Monday, March 05, 2007
KTV
Super happening night..!!! went to ktv with me daddy!!! at kbox... alot of things went on...
1) me dady was shy at first but soon... it was his mini concert!
2) matthew no need a mic to sing(shout)... he was is loud enough...
3) my chinese is not that bad conpair to them!
4) mark can really sing some old songs!
5) matthew sing any song he can... even thoug he dont noe that song!
6) adrian's singing improve alot!
7) it was a oldies night!
8) i really old liao.. dink hot drinks...
9) matthew's vocal rage is very big...
10) MR. KOH KNOWS HOW TO SING S.H.E'S SUPERSTAR!!!!
shocking night! but it was fun!
1) me dady was shy at first but soon... it was his mini concert!
2) matthew no need a mic to sing(shout)... he was is loud enough...
3) my chinese is not that bad conpair to them!
4) mark can really sing some old songs!
5) matthew sing any song he can... even thoug he dont noe that song!
6) adrian's singing improve alot!
7) it was a oldies night!
8) i really old liao.. dink hot drinks...
9) matthew's vocal rage is very big...
10) MR. KOH KNOWS HOW TO SING S.H.E'S SUPERSTAR!!!!
shocking night! but it was fun!
Thursday, March 01, 2007
當下
someone said.... 活在當下 how ture is this... and how many people can really life up to this statement ?
in a religon.... humans live for a purpose.... in a normal human being... wats the purpose of living...?
living as the day goes by... how many people does that... even babys worries about thier next meal... let alone a grown adult.... how can u live at 當下 when u noe wat to type next.... i always believe saying is always easier than doing... but is doing really that hard ?
當下... how many ppl 1 2 live by these 2 words.... but in a world like this... i think we can only live by 當時... is that how the pharse learn from ur mistake comes along...? 當時 i did this... 當時 i did that... dpes this statement make sense... 當下的我﹐當時有想過。。。
so wats the conclusion?? i cannot make up my mind... i want to life by 當下... but i am always caught by 當時...
in a religon.... humans live for a purpose.... in a normal human being... wats the purpose of living...?
living as the day goes by... how many people does that... even babys worries about thier next meal... let alone a grown adult.... how can u live at 當下 when u noe wat to type next.... i always believe saying is always easier than doing... but is doing really that hard ?
當下... how many ppl 1 2 live by these 2 words.... but in a world like this... i think we can only live by 當時... is that how the pharse learn from ur mistake comes along...? 當時 i did this... 當時 i did that... dpes this statement make sense... 當下的我﹐當時有想過。。。
so wats the conclusion?? i cannot make up my mind... i want to life by 當下... but i am always caught by 當時...
Saturday, February 24, 2007
The One..
Saw something that day... Something that I should not see but saw... Was disturbed... So much so as that I have to blog... Cos I want to say... But it is just to mean for me to do so... If the person chose not to tell... Chose to stand back and keep it a secret... What right have I got to tell the whole world...?
To be honest... I was shock... Super shock... You and what you do... It just don't add up... You don't look like those 'people' but... Things are never certain... Never judge a book by its cover... Ren bu ke mao xiang...
To the person... Do take care... I don't noe why you do that... But... You...! Of all person... Should know the things you do... Is getting you no where...! Lastly... All the best hope you are not doing it just to get high... All the best!
To be honest... I was shock... Super shock... You and what you do... It just don't add up... You don't look like those 'people' but... Things are never certain... Never judge a book by its cover... Ren bu ke mao xiang...
To the person... Do take care... I don't noe why you do that... But... You...! Of all person... Should know the things you do... Is getting you no where...! Lastly... All the best hope you are not doing it just to get high... All the best!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Stress!!
stress.... reat for more than 1/2 year le... when than can i work... hai... how come like the whole world got things to do... except me... all me classmates working le... except me... how... is me design really that bad.. like shit... no one 1 2 employ me... humm... how... if like that goes on... dying lar.. will i end up in some shitty design company doing some stupid design for some hawker center stall... or some A5 flyer for some neighbourhood tution agency...?? die die die... how.. sianz... worst.. i lost me portfolio.. how.. die loh... no job... no portfolio... no health.. no money... but always spend... how! at the rate a am going.. i really going to be a useless ass.... feeding on me parents till i am 50+ with no money... no career... no nothing... sianz!
Thursday, February 08, 2007
All About Numbers.....
just when i tot all is over with the 500 packets of fortune cookies... humm... again... me parents never fail to shock me!! haha... here are the numbers....
500 fortune cookies....
30 small boxes of orange...
14 big boxes of orange...
17 boxes of 500g rou gan..
16 boxes of 1kg rou gan..
and... guess wat... non for me...!! sia!!
wat a chinese new year... will there be anymore coming in ?? hahha
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Chinese NewYear!!
How do you celebrate chinese new year year... like always... fortune is always one of the main element during chinese new year... so... wat better way to celeberate CNY.... FORTUNE COOKIES!!
but the thing is that... good fortune is good... but..!!! with u have 500 cookies lying around your house... ermm.. i think that is just plain stupidity..!! haha... how did i get so much... oh.. it must have slip mine mind... have not inform all of u... I AM THE NEW DAI YAN REN for this brand of cookies!!.... whahahahah!!!
but the thing is that... good fortune is good... but..!!! with u have 500 cookies lying around your house... ermm.. i think that is just plain stupidity..!! haha... how did i get so much... oh.. it must have slip mine mind... have not inform all of u... I AM THE NEW DAI YAN REN for this brand of cookies!!.... whahahahah!!!
Factory!!! all self pack fortune cookies... if only i can sell them...
and and... not to forget... all aunties fav. tupperware!! with an added chinese new year touch... fortune cookies...
the last i count... after giving away... i think i still have like 250 of them left... if only each packet was a $10 note... haha... REAL FORTUNE!!!!
Monday, February 05, 2007
Happy Birthday
ok... lets try this... went to watch Happy birthday last sat... not a bad show... but it remind me of another show... i think its call somethign something... anyway... wat i meant about trying is... i will try blogging in abit of chinese... cos... afterall... it is a chinese movie.. so if anyone of u... dont understand... dont worry... u r just too shallow for this blog.!!! haha!!
humm.. wat the show is about... a typical love story... of xiao nan and xiao min... base on the all time soap opera fav. drama plot of we love each other... but we should not be with each other... watching that show... i cannot agree more with xiao min... the show explained that she just had no faith... but... was that really how she felt?
不成擁有過﹐又那來的失去﹐沒有失去﹐又那來的心痛... the safety net for alot of alot ppl... ppl with no faith or just simply selfish? not wanting to hurt urself.. yet u hurt others... but wat the hack.. 痛苦的不是我... simply selfish!!
so in the show... xiao min is the only selfish ?? nope!! 偉大的愛情不是明知兩人深愛對方儿一個人瀟灑的離開... 一個人去面對一切不是現代人的作風... hello!!! we are in the 21st centry!!! no more 情深深雨蒙蒙 loh!! but than... maybe... we are too moden.... maybe... we watch too much tv... 現代的都市女子又時常不是渴望能愛到死去活來... 能愛到轟轟烈烈??? if not... 那來的男人不壞女人不愛... you really this girls so 下賤 meh ? bimbo maybe... 下賤.. still ok lar...
so... wat happen... typical... xiao nan got cancer... died... xiao min dont noe... she went on with her life.. he... went of with his lar... but where... bepends on his religon... haha! anway...
if u all are wondering... i am not the typical girl who wants a fantasic love life... too old laio... cannot take it lar... haha... bad boys are not mine kinda boys... haha... the only thing about the show that i agrees with is that... 不成擁有過﹐又那來的失去﹐沒有失去﹐又那來的心痛... i am not selfish... it is not that i have no faith... i think i just dont like to say bye... u noe... BYE!! sacry... and... alot of ppl maynot noe... though bye is the end of most things... it is acturally... the start of nightmares.!!
humm.. wat the show is about... a typical love story... of xiao nan and xiao min... base on the all time soap opera fav. drama plot of we love each other... but we should not be with each other... watching that show... i cannot agree more with xiao min... the show explained that she just had no faith... but... was that really how she felt?
不成擁有過﹐又那來的失去﹐沒有失去﹐又那來的心痛... the safety net for alot of alot ppl... ppl with no faith or just simply selfish? not wanting to hurt urself.. yet u hurt others... but wat the hack.. 痛苦的不是我... simply selfish!!
so in the show... xiao min is the only selfish ?? nope!! 偉大的愛情不是明知兩人深愛對方儿一個人瀟灑的離開... 一個人去面對一切不是現代人的作風... hello!!! we are in the 21st centry!!! no more 情深深雨蒙蒙 loh!! but than... maybe... we are too moden.... maybe... we watch too much tv... 現代的都市女子又時常不是渴望能愛到死去活來... 能愛到轟轟烈烈??? if not... 那來的男人不壞女人不愛... you really this girls so 下賤 meh ? bimbo maybe... 下賤.. still ok lar...
so... wat happen... typical... xiao nan got cancer... died... xiao min dont noe... she went on with her life.. he... went of with his lar... but where... bepends on his religon... haha! anway...
if u all are wondering... i am not the typical girl who wants a fantasic love life... too old laio... cannot take it lar... haha... bad boys are not mine kinda boys... haha... the only thing about the show that i agrees with is that... 不成擁有過﹐又那來的失去﹐沒有失去﹐又那來的心痛... i am not selfish... it is not that i have no faith... i think i just dont like to say bye... u noe... BYE!! sacry... and... alot of ppl maynot noe... though bye is the end of most things... it is acturally... the start of nightmares.!!
Monday, January 29, 2007
The Grey Area
not yes not no... maybe... maybe??? Maybe.... not here not there.... somewhere.... somewhere??? somewhere... not love... not hate... feel... feel?? Feel... not stright... not crook... uneven... uneven?? Uneven... not dead not alive... coma... coma?? Coma... not black... not white... grey... grey?? Grey... y grey... why humans... cannot live is the both ends of there world... y is there singapore..? y i can decided between yes or no... y i have a maybe? caught in the middle... is middle that nice to be in ? no pressure... no worries...
the middle... the center... that spot... a spot... not here not there... stuck... want to do something about it.... but to use the the thing around me... need to change... but y need to change...? need to live on... but y have to live on... not studying... not working.... slacking... if i am always caught in the middle... if i am always in the center... why am i not in a coma? y coma only lasted for a day..? y i have to wake up... y am i typing...?
if there is a grey area... y there is not area between grey and black.... y cant humans decided on something.... stick to it and dont regret... if a grey area is a comfort zone for things... y grey area and regrat and co-exsit together...??
the grey area... maybe... i am really in the grey area.... area where u hope that there is something to do but dont 1 2 do anything... a area where it takes both ends to do something first... a area where u need not think of how to get to the other side... a comfort area... a area where i still cant find a space for myself...
the middle... the center... that spot... a spot... not here not there... stuck... want to do something about it.... but to use the the thing around me... need to change... but y need to change...? need to live on... but y have to live on... not studying... not working.... slacking... if i am always caught in the middle... if i am always in the center... why am i not in a coma? y coma only lasted for a day..? y i have to wake up... y am i typing...?
if there is a grey area... y there is not area between grey and black.... y cant humans decided on something.... stick to it and dont regret... if a grey area is a comfort zone for things... y grey area and regrat and co-exsit together...??
the grey area... maybe... i am really in the grey area.... area where u hope that there is something to do but dont 1 2 do anything... a area where it takes both ends to do something first... a area where u need not think of how to get to the other side... a comfort area... a area where i still cant find a space for myself...
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Ouch!
sianZZZ... after the bones in me ribs heal... i just cant go on without breaking another bone in me body... i think i fell in love with seeing me bone disconnect with each other! siao! i think.... the world is fair... the bone in me right toe broke before... the left leg toe just had to join in the fun now! .... so much fun... xing ku wo le... haha... limping is in trend now a days u noe... its cool...
when o when.. can i have a whole intect bones in me... humm... Question.... if me bones keep breaking.... will my bone mass drop... humm... that is the question!
when o when.. can i have a whole intect bones in me... humm... Question.... if me bones keep breaking.... will my bone mass drop... humm... that is the question!
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