The Grey Area

not yes not no... maybe... maybe??? Maybe.... not here not there.... somewhere.... somewhere??? somewhere... not love... not hate... feel... feel?? Feel... not stright... not crook... uneven... uneven?? Uneven... not dead not alive... coma... coma?? Coma... not black... not white... grey... grey?? Grey... y grey... why humans... cannot live is the both ends of there world... y is there singapore..? y i can decided between yes or no... y i have a maybe? caught in the middle... is middle that nice to be in ? no pressure... no worries...

the middle... the center... that spot... a spot... not here not there... stuck... want to do something about it.... but to use the the thing around me... need to change... but y need to change...? need to live on... but y have to live on... not studying... not working.... slacking... if i am always caught in the middle... if i am always in the center... why am i not in a coma? y coma only lasted for a day..? y i have to wake up... y am i typing...?

if there is a grey area... y there is not area between grey and black.... y cant humans decided on something.... stick to it and dont regret... if a grey area is a comfort zone for things... y grey area and regrat and co-exsit together...??

the grey area... maybe... i am really in the grey area.... area where u hope that there is something to do but dont 1 2 do anything... a area where it takes both ends to do something first... a area where u need not think of how to get to the other side... a comfort area... a area where i still cant find a space for myself...

Ouch!

sianZZZ... after the bones in me ribs heal... i just cant go on without breaking another bone in me body... i think i fell in love with seeing me bone disconnect with each other! siao! i think.... the world is fair... the bone in me right toe broke before... the left leg toe just had to join in the fun now! .... so much fun... xing ku wo le... haha... limping is in trend now a days u noe... its cool...

when o when.. can i have a whole intect bones in me... humm... Question.... if me bones keep breaking.... will my bone mass drop... humm... that is the question!