Thursday, April 20, 2006

Better Late than Never

haha.. owe me friend her birthday present for humm... about a month le... today... finally... made some time off me slacking boring life to meet her and buy a birthday present... haha... hope she likes it... eventhough... i made her come with me to chose her bday present... hope... it is a kind of suprise also ba... haha...

cannot remember when was the lst time i meet her... i mean... just 2 ppl... haha dont think wrong... she is me best friend.. and only that... full stop... haha... humm.. wat i mean is that... humm.. how to say leh... cos i use to go out with her only... and... nv tot that it will be... how should i say leh... tiring ba... haha.. cos i alway believe that... 2 person go out.. is a very tiring think to do... cos... have to keep on talking... haha.. i am not that talkertive de... just... sometimes... bo bian.. haha.. hum... anyway... when ever i go out with her.. i nv have this problem.. cos both of us.. super lame... haha...

but... to be honest... today... going out with her... i was abit stress... cos.. did not talk to her so much like last time.. alot of things i dont noe le.. i guess.. cos i did not call her in a long time ba... apart for yesterday.. call me up to confirm time.. cannot remember when was the last time i call her up to have a gd chat... haha... its my fault... like i say... shut out from the world... cos... tired... haha...

anyway.. acturally... feel very bad for not calling her as much as usual..... feel bad for not paying attendtion to wat she say... cos alway forget... feel bad... for not having a gd talk with her... i also dont noe y... now a days... when i feel like calling her... also feel wierd wierd de.. cos like.. nohting to say.. i also dont noe how to tell her about me life recently... cos.. apart for sick... i guess nothing much more i can be bothered with... acturally... just very sorry...

hear for her today... her niece not talking to her... want to help... should i help... should i talk to her niece.. should i do something.. lost... apart from praying... i also dont noe wat to say... or wat i can do...

acturally... wanted to tell her.. i am very sorry... not that i forget that i have u as a friend... not that i cannot be bothered to call u... but... things just seems to me piled up... work... tv... and... the very fact that... i just simply dont feel like talking... to anyone ba... not only u only...

but anyway... today's outing was fun... i enjoyed it... and thank you for doing most of the talking... cos... i dont noe wat to say also... haha... anyway.. u will be me best of bestest friend ever... haha... hao rou ma orh... i also cannot tahan... haha... but it is true lar.... hahah

9 More Weeks!!!

humm... a day a way from meeting me lecturers to discuss about me final project... heehee... in me second week now... humm.. stress??? i think only when i have to meet me lecturers ba... haha.. in 9 more weeks... i can be totally free... haha.. free for sch work... cos for once... haha.. i did somethign gd in mine life... haha... finally... in 9 weeks time.. i am a degree holder..!!! haha...

when i was young... me mum always drive pass NUS and tell me... that is me passport to mine future... haha... although me degree is not from there... humm.. still consider passport rite... i mean.. afterall.. wat is the diff with a US passport and a Singapore passport ?? haha.. humm...

super happy... cos... if nothing goes wrong... haha.. i will me the first person in me family who is a degree holder... haha... nv though this day will come... haha... cos.. i am the 1 that nv studies... haha.. humm... come to think of it... haha.. i think i am the first 1... amoung a group of me super clever firends... who got a degree... haha... can u take that... haha.. the 1 who cannot study in secondary sch... wahhah... am i proud of me self... haha.. ok lar..... humm... who am i kidding.. i am super proud!!! haha... it kind of like a self achrivement... haha

anyway... now brain dead for me project... haha.. time goes by~~~ so slowly~~ NOT!!! tomorrow have to see me teacher.... haha.. die!! anyway.. hungry... waiting for me bro to buy food back for me.. heehee... and the 9 weeks still goes on.. haha... hope.. by that day... i can finish me project ba... haha

pray!!! prayer is strong!! god is strong!!! haha.. as long as i have faith... and hardworking.. heehee.. nothing can be in my way!!! wahaha!!! THE DESIGN WORLD OUT THERE!!! BEWARE!!! I AM COMING!!! haha....