Blog

Blog... The worlds biggest scam!!! if blogs was to be a place u write ur most untold secrets? a place to wrtie ur ture feelings... feelings that cannot be told to other ppl... a place where no one should see... y have a blog in the first place.... if the blog is online... every one noes there is not bounderes online... anythign and everythign is just a button away.... haha...than y wirte your secrets online.. y not do it in an old fashion way... the diary ? humm.. is it soo 'out' to wirte in a diary...?? is it 'in' to onw a blog... humm... the questions i ponder late into the night... whahah!!!

anyway... i am 'in' cos i got a blog... whaha... hummm hours away... will i succeed? will things turn out the way i want and hope it to be... till we find out.. till the momnet come.... till... till.... till death do us part... whahaahh....

Happy Birthday Day....

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally!!! after a year of pain and suffering.... i am 23 le..!!! wat a long long year.... i just finish reading the post i had last year!!! boy... that was fast... and!!! a year has passed... and so many questions have been answered...

my studies got 2nd low... thats sad... my red spots are gone.... and guess wat... instead of having stomach bleeding... it was my heart that had a tumor.... glad that is over... not alot off people can say open ur heart and show me... haha... been there... dont that... health back to 100%!!! as for the old man... quiet sad lar... he was fired out of out sch... haha...

anyway... this year birthday day is a great 1.... i had present that i wanted.... had a mini part at home... steamboat for 15 friends.... 3 pots in totall... the all u can eat pot... all vegy pot and all but no beef pot... it was fun... too bad ah mah was not there... sad....

had a pinyada (dont now how u spell) it was a hosre... matthew broke it... abit sad... but... that is wat it is for rite... haha... anyway... great great fun... will upload the photos soon... wait till me cam batt charge finish... heehee...

anyway... for this year... hope i will find a job soon... somethign that i like... and... humm... time to get a boyfirend ? whahaha!!! bao dian... and and.... wat more... wish that me heath will be still as good... world peace... blah blah blah.... haha and.. not to forget....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY TO ME AND ME MAMA BEAR!!!!!

ps. i canot believe i been calling me mama bear for over a year le..!! haha...

Once Upon a time....

have u ever wonder.... y when people want to tell a stry... some starts with once upon a time... ?? humm... y can they say last time... or long ago... y use 4 words when u can use 2 ??

once - at one time in the past

upon - on (in any of various senses, used as an equivalent of on with no added idea of ascent or elevation, and preferred in certain cases only for euphonic or metrical reasons)

a - each; every; per

time - duration regarded as belonging to the present life as distinct from the life to come or from eternity; finite duration.

chim.... like i say... y cant you use last time ?

MSN

100 People in your msn... how many do u really chat to.... so if u dont chat to all... y so u have 100 contect in ur msn ? and... have you acturally really chat to all of them before... if never... why is it there ? friends? or firend's friend?

100 People in your hp... how many do you really call...? so if u dont call to all.. y have all 100 contects in yr hp ? and did you really chat to all of them before ? if never... y is it there... ? friends ? or firend's friends?

100 people you noe... how many do u really talk to... so if u dont talk to all... are they consider your firends? is have alot of firends a good thing? the more the merrier or 3 is a crowd?
how many friends does 1 person really needs? and how many friends are really firends? friends... is many good or much better ?

how many firends do you need ? how many is the ideal no.? is one too many? if best is the ONE that is the 'goodest' that how many best firends do you have ?


just a pasing commet... i am not sad or anythign... just wondering....

KTV

Super happening night..!!! went to ktv with me daddy!!! at kbox... alot of things went on...

1) me dady was shy at first but soon... it was his mini concert!
2) matthew no need a mic to sing(shout)... he was is loud enough...
3) my chinese is not that bad conpair to them!
4) mark can really sing some old songs!
5) matthew sing any song he can... even thoug he dont noe that song!
6) adrian's singing improve alot!
7) it was a oldies night!
8) i really old liao.. dink hot drinks...
9) matthew's vocal rage is very big...
10) MR. KOH KNOWS HOW TO SING S.H.E'S SUPERSTAR!!!!

shocking night! but it was fun!

當下

someone said.... 活在當下 how ture is this... and how many people can really life up to this statement ?

in a religon.... humans live for a purpose.... in a normal human being... wats the purpose of living...?

living as the day goes by... how many people does that... even babys worries about thier next meal... let alone a grown adult.... how can u live at 當下 when u noe wat to type next.... i always believe saying is always easier than doing... but is doing really that hard ?

當下... how many ppl 1 2 live by these 2 words.... but in a world like this... i think we can only live by 當時... is that how the pharse learn from ur mistake comes along...? 當時 i did this... 當時 i did that... dpes this statement make sense... 當下的我﹐當時有想過。。。

so wats the conclusion?? i cannot make up my mind... i want to life by 當下... but i am always caught by 當時...