Thursday, May 31, 2007

Blog For the sake of bloging...

just feel like blogging... cos alot of thinks to say... but cannot find a gd topic name... whahaha.... really alot of things to say... but dont noe where to start... dont noe how to start also... start with a friend first ba...

to a during exam but breaking up with bf firend... haha... cos they alway break up and patch back de lar... nothing new... haha... anyway... this is a song that i remeber... for u lar... haha...

有生之年
分手总是难免
说变就变
谁能给我们几十年一百年
趁你还爱我
答应我
离开之前
要吻我狠一点

dont noe y... just remember this song... haha... steal for a firend... something she said before... 活在當下.... break up le... let it be.... ppl change... eventhough u have him now... wat will happen in 5 years time... no point being sad for something that u noe is coming... no point patching if u noe... at the end of the day... he is not the father of ur son... no point believing that you love each other deeply if u noe... u cannot stand each other's charactor...

To another firend... believe in your dreams... you can do it de... i am still waiting for u in me xiao ding dang outfit.... and the money of 100 ablums..... eventhough.. so far no1 think your dreams are possible... i believe in u... and u r the best...

To a far away friend... i miss you... and i noe u miss singapore... but if u dont be happy about life without us... u will not be when you are back here with us... u only live once... enjoy even single moment... we will be in singapore waiting for u forever... but u noe... where and wat u do now... is not forever... dont come back singapore than regrate... even though most porb u wont... but its still a life different from now or ur future...

To a friend who has been quietly reading my blog... when things starting out anew is never easy... but u r young... so is your father... most important... dont get affect by wat ppl say... ppl say because they are weak.. you cant stop wat people think or say.. so... dont get affect by wat people say.. you life ur life for urself and ur family... not for them... you need not answer to them.. live you life happily... i mean in the office...

To a firend who thinks she dont think... or should i say... a not ture happy go lucky person... i really dont believe you dont think... cos if it is true... you will not be affect that night when we were at singapore river... u will not dont 1 to answer a simple question as wat you want to do... or u will not get affect by the questions some ppl ask you... no one is never bother about their own life... they just dont 1 2 say or show it out.. and i shall respect that... YOU DO CARE!!!

To a new friend... noe you the shortest... but seems that we are very alike... dont noe wat you are sad about... but you are sad about something... maybe u also dont noe... cos there are just too many thinks to be bother about and yet you think you life is peaceful... no one's life is peaceful... or rather... not yours... if nto... you will not cry over nothing... your sister is there le.. like it anot... accept it... its easy for me to say... but if u dont try... it will only be hard on you... wat have you got to lose... apart from a broken relationship with your sis ?

To a friend whom was once very important to me... these days... i really miss you alot... miss talking to you at night... miss waiting for you... miss doing stupid things.... eventhough we rarely meet... i believe at that point of time... we were really very gd firends... and... i am happy for you now... cos i noe you are happy...

Too myself.... when i was writing this... i felt that.... if this was going to be my last blog and i were to die tonight... i guess i will be happy... cos all the people that i want to tell something to... i did.... haha... me family...? they are more important to me... thats y they are not on this blogs... hahah... if i really die tonight... will all of you miss me ? wat have i done in this 23 years that will leave a mark on our lifes? somethings are bugging me... but i dont noe wat... or maybe i noe... but dont 1 2 think about it.? or maybe.... sometimes a best kept unknown... or maybe... i just can make up my mind on how i really feel ? humm.... so... if i were to really die tonight... i will die a clueless person...

Saturday, May 19, 2007

聽說不睡覺的人會分不出現實和夢境

sian zai de wo... bu xiang sui....

Thursday, May 03, 2007

to some things to some time to some one

was talking to u online that day... than saw ur firendster... haha... happy for u... u finally did wat u were suppose to do... haha... maybe abit slow... but better late than nv... haha... as least... u noe wat u want now... haha...

i guess... we are happy... at how things turn out... some things... were nv meant to happen... some things... are better not to happen... while others... let it be... cos... at least... we both noe where we stand... and how we stand...

maybe me being happy for u is more than u being happy for urself... cos... haha... maybe i noe... u have finally use a capital letter in ur sentance... and... i can put a full stop to mine... haha... for the gd... for the bad... at least.... things turn out for the best...

anyway... gd for u... happy for u... and i hope u will stay that way... jia you... and... i hope this year chirstmas... i wil still recieve ur christmas card...