recently have been thinking... ppl that are surrounding me... no matter younger or older... all are so much more mature than me... humm.. am i really me mama bear's little baby bear??? humm.. i guess... the more important question is.. will i forever be baby bear... starting sch tomorrow le... humm... chao chao... now am doing me degree... humm... got a under grad like me like that de mah??
people always say i am a happy go lucky person... but happy go lucky will not bring u anywhere... lets face it... in the world out there... ppl are nv truely happy... only babys are happy... but i am a baby bear... does that make me truly happy? humm.. that is a question... i cant answer...
is happy and childish linked together? cos only baby (kids) are happy... but childish mean not mature... not acting ur onw age... does not mean kids... rite ? so if i have to chose between the 2... i think chlidish fits me more.. haha..
will i want to be forever like this? is the adult world really that scary? if i have nv been there.... how would i noe... than if i was really ever there.... how come now... i am back here? did i chose to come back... to a world of not ever having to grow up? a world where problems will never be my problems to solve... a world that ppl all take me as a kid... a world that i can still call myself a baby bear?
humm... i think... if this goes on.. i will beacome a lost bear... rather than a baby bear.. lost in a world that i think i can hide away forever... not wanting any responsibilty... not wanting to make any plans.. not wanting to have to me incharge of anything... not having to be a leader...
humm... i think... i have just become a loser bear... haha... humm... baby bear, lost bear, loser bear.... which is the bear that i am? haha... in the words of my brother... i am a bloody human... not a bear... haha... humm.... true...
in the end... i guess... i can conclude with.. this is a very big world... i am only 21... there are alot of this i have not see... alot of things i have not been through.. so... no matter how much i think... it is also no use... there are many things in this world... u can nv find an answer to... let alone... human minds...
humm... or is it i have already find an answer... but i just refuse to admit to it....
Big World.... Big Mind... Small Me...
My War Of The Worlds 2 - In Mine Mind-
coming soon...
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