Dont noe y.. only started sch for 3 weeks... suddenly.. i realy wonder.. did i bother to continue to study ?? super lost now... i have no idea wat i am doing.. and worst.. i have no ideaq wat i am suppse to do... dont noe where to start.. dont noe where to stop...
research.. for wat also?? i really dont understand... every topic have to do reseach.. is that wat u can a degree student.. do research.. and nothing but that ?? read books... read things online.. read... read.. read... somethign which i super hate...
suddenly super afrid... scared histroy may repeat itself.... scard i am fail.. scared i will not do well.. scared that i will just quit... scared that once again i waste me parents money.. scared i distroy thier hope...
stress?? haha who is not... i guess i can take stress as gd as ppl ba.. wonder how long it will take for me to calm down.. stress nv came for family.. or at least for me ba.. but they dont give u stress does not mean stress is not there.. i guess that is the root of my stress...
i am super lost.. and worst... haha... someone not in town... haha... how...?? how long will this night take to pass ??? how long will it take for me to understand... humans can never stand alone.. thats y they need firends... humm... at this time... i guess.. friedns also mei you ban fa jiu wo.. haha.. how... i also dont noe... life ba... it still goes on.. but how happy will it be... haha.. i dont noe.. haha
QUESTIONS = LOST = STRESS = FEAR
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Hm... wasnt in town back yesterday..didnt read ur blog.. until now.. hope is not too late???
Hm...not too sure about wats is e standard of a degree course? But doing research is far more than reading? the focus of research is the process after all the reading?? getting ideas from reading to creat ur own original idea??? the whole process might be tough... but think about the fruits that u will harvest?? and i have confident in you of haversting sweet n ripe fruits!
studying is not only of passing exam... for sure you know this. the more u worry about this the more stress u will have... y not use this to stress urself on gaining more idea n knowledge...i'm sure there is still more things for u to discover..maybe not in ur sch but in ur life.. to give more "spirit" to ur "art" work...!
stress is everywhere .. not onli in e situation u r facing now..every moment in life can be a kind of stress.. if u think it is! but.. what will life be if its really without stress? wat will u become .. if ur life is too peacful? i believe you can overcome it... with ur passed success.. i have 100% confident in you!!!
As wat you say.. life still goes on... "neng huo zhe.. jiu shi xin fu"... stress? i support you.. overcome it! jiayou!!! =)
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