The feeling is... humm... weird? from the start... i knew you wont come... for the start i told myself... dont worry... there is still alot of people.. from the start.... i was prepared for you not attending... but in the end... i was still very sad when i did not see you come... maybe its evil for me to say this.... but you were the only 1 i wish to see tonight... but... like i say... its ok... 明白的... as long as your happy... i nv expect anything de... haha... jia you :)