Stress!!

stress.... reat for more than 1/2 year le... when than can i work... hai... how come like the whole world got things to do... except me... all me classmates working le... except me... how... is me design really that bad.. like shit... no one 1 2 employ me... humm... how... if like that goes on... dying lar.. will i end up in some shitty design company doing some stupid design for some hawker center stall... or some A5 flyer for some neighbourhood tution agency...?? die die die... how.. sianz... worst.. i lost me portfolio.. how.. die loh... no job... no portfolio... no health.. no money... but always spend... how! at the rate a am going.. i really going to be a useless ass.... feeding on me parents till i am 50+ with no money... no career... no nothing... sianz!